#4

B Young old and broke haha
I got my own house though
My own family
So I'm writing a new chapter
A new beginning
Now I got to start running again
Lose all this weight I put on
Dealing with all the bullshit
I mean did I choose this world
This life? Did I choose it? Do we?
Choose our own consciousness?
I mean how the fuck?
Why did I choose me?
Some people wake up
And they are Lebron James
Or I don't know? But not me?
Fuck man!
How the fuck em I?
Well I guess I got to make
The most of it...the best of it
When everyone's complaining
I'm making great of it
Knew there was something wrong
I just couldn't see the rest of it
Like an iceberg
My eyes are open now
Man it's a fucking mess
I've been an adult
Living in a childlike mind
Iam just so fortunate
Fortunate that i didn't give up
I kept searching for answers
And it lead me to all this bullshit
I didn't have a clue
I walked straight though it
Chin deep in shit! But I kept going
Now I'm  on the other side
I made it through
I had a lot of shit on me
I'm still trying to get bits off
It's time to take a shower
A long hot shower