For whom I ruin myself  (+Reading)

Love has many variables and directions.

That is so true Adagio. Love, passion, and desire... so many variables indeed. Thank you so much for the comment. 🕯️⛓️🩸

Absolutely beautiful read, amazing listen. Totally mesmeric, great job young lady just awesome
Love and light
Ron xx

Wow! Thank you so much for the wonderful comment and feedback Ron. I am trying to get better and maybe it's working. :) I absolutely love mesmeric. You made my night! 🕯️⛓️🩸

Credit given where credits due sweetie
Love and light
Ron x

Love the slow read
Languid and bittersweet
You amaze me

Larger than Life Like

RL AWARD

Thank you so much for the comment and feedback Poetspeak, that really helps me know what works. And wow, to the you amaze me. Deer in the headlights. xo I love the Larger than life like. I am making a note of these new Like variations. :p  🕯️⛓️🩸

It does, doesn't it? One of nature's cruel torments. lol Sometimes we have to realize that certain things / people are bad for us. Are maybe sometimes they are good for us and we just have to accept the limitations. And I am really happy with that last part. :) Thank you so much!!! x 🕯️⛓️🩸

How we reach highest for that which is totally out of reach, no ladder will ever suffice. We never work harder for anything than for a love that will never be returned, pain but numbs this pain for mere moments. Tight piece Lil X, it's a thinker for different individuals. Sometimes things are restricted or banned by the universe and humankind can't change it  

So often it is the people or things that are inaccessible we want the most. Sometimes there can be burning passion without love, and vice versa. "We never work harder for anything than for a love that will never be returned" I think most can relate to this in one way or another. We definitely don't like it when things are banned. :p Thank you so much for the very thoughtful comment I_IS_ME. 🕯️⛓️🩸

I started with your reading. Your voice was so passionate and made the poem even greater than the grand it is. I take this to be about unrequited love whose coldness acts as a moth to a flame. You really made dark emotional magic here. Your gift glows through these haunting words.

Xo
John

Thank you so much for the wonderful comment John, I am really happy you felt the reading enhanced this. When making the effort to do a recording like this it is always nice to know that it is worthwhile and of some benefit to enhance the piece. Unrequited love does seem to often attract like a moth to the flame over and over again; that's the perfect analogy. I love making dark emotional magic for you and I really appreciate the beautiful compliment. 🕯️⛓️🩸

Love can go in many directions.  Keep on writing.

So true. Thank you so much for the comment and encouragement Francisco. 🕯️⛓️🩸

oh Lordy, these southern girls....

It’s amazing how you’ve progressed in the relatively short time you’ve been knocking about. careful about answering your own questions like that


you’ve great control over your voice. can reaffirm lines and words with a change of tone or animation, absolutely fantastic for spoken

excellent stuff

Be careful around southern girls Lepp! ;)

Always looking for answers and yet we often ignore them once they are found. :p

Thank you so much lepperochan for the absolutely wonderful feedback on the reading and the nomination! You really made my  morning! x 🕯️⛓️🩸

Wow, Kristina, this is fantastic! The audio rendering is beautiful and i like when the music cuts at the end placing the emphasis and focus on your final thought.
This passage powerfully describes how our expression can control the reactions and actions of others,
"So rarely bare their teeth,
When with a cold smile
You again control a pawn"
I feel the evoked imagery of this beautifully written passage,
"I will not break
a stormy splash of your ridicule"
And this passage is my favorite. A love so complete so intimately connected and fitted as to be worn,
"But I believe - your love
I am the only one worthy to wear"
Over all this is a wonderfully intelligent piece. Bravisssima Güzel arkadaşım ve harika şairim🙏🌹

I love the Wow GW. And I really appreciate the feedback on the audio so much. The music cut was more or less a coincidence but I am happy it worked that way. :) Definitely our expression can control others in so many ways whether intentional manipulation or not. I will not break but has not stopped people from trying anyway. Thank you for sharing your favorite lines, I love that. And thank you so much for the wonderful comment. Buna hayranlığınızı gerçekten hissedebiliyordum ve bu beni çok mutlu ediyor. 🕯️⛓️🩸

Benim mutlak zevkim, oyuncak tanrıça bebeğim❣️❣️ You wow me all the time BD🌹

I will never stop embracing impossibility my dear Rac! You know that I think... Fearsome, I like that. x ;) I have been sharing more of my darker and sensual impulses and writing for sure. I am really happy we can have some fun together. More to come although I have been pretty tied up recently. :( 🕯️⛓️🩸

I like your read and your words.  Resonates.

Thank you so much for the comment Remy! I am really happy you like it and appreciate your feedback on the read so much. 🕯️⛓️🩸

Hi Poetic_Quill. Deer in the headlights! ;) Thank you so much for the wonderful comment and compliment! I don't know what to say to such amazing feedback on the reading. I really love and appreciate everything you said. Thanks again for taking the time to listen and give me your thoughts. "The agonizing slowness of dripping honey." that's great! :p 🕯️⛓️🩸

This felt like a perfect circle, from the passion and aching to the sensual aspect of things. Your voice conveys the emotion with absolute and profound emotion, it's very engaging.

Wonderful work Kristina.

Passion, lust, aching, and the realization that sometimes traditional concepts of love do not always work and yet strong chemistry can exist in other ways. I am so happy and grateful for your feedback regarding the conveyance of emotion through the reading and that it was engaging. Makes me feel like maybe it was worthwhile. :) Thank you so much for the comment and compliment Wally! 🕯️⛓️🩸

listened again tonight
Just wanted to hear your voice

BL 2

Such a wonderful compliment! Thank you so much, you made me really happy with your comment and the BL. :) 🕯️⛓️🩸

I absolutely love the wows, Mr. Black. Such a seductive name that makes you want to just submit to the darkness. And that you find this captivating means more to me than you can know. I would prefer to be embraced by darkness rather than put myself out there like this for all to hear. But still, I do want to draw you in and it is my nature to want to do. To drain your blood and consume you soul.

And I have never heard that comparison so I very much love that. Thank you so much for taking some time out with me and sharing your thoughts. 🕯️⛓️🩸

Then I can consume your soul for sure, that's a fact.

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