O' sister my sister

So sad, I lost my big sister and there's not a day
I don't miss her
Families are often fragile and relationships break easily
I hope you mend bridges together
Love and light beautiful
Ron xx

Ty for everything, Ron.
xoxo
🌹

Nice dedication to your sister, she will be missed. The memories are in your heart.  Keep on writing.

Sisters. The bond is strong even from beyond. I feel you, Blue. Hugs.🌹

My sister has not passed... but yes, I concur, Grace.
So so sorry for the confusion.  
I explained in the author's note...  
seems my writing isn't all it's cracked up to be..  
Thank you for being so kind 🙏  
🌹

I'm sorry, dear, didn't say that right.🌹mine has of course.

ohh my.... hugs*... I feel doubly terrible...
I put my foot in my mouth...
Uggh... it's definitely one of those days.
(uber hugs)
🌹

Hugs 🌹

This is heartbreaking, Lady Blue.  For me the most poignant line is this,
"Trying to understand      
a death with no dead body,"
To echo Ron, I too hope that you two can reconcile.
Thank you for sharing such a vivid glimpse into your life🐻💋🐻💋🐻    

I'm thankful for your thoughts
and kind words
-B

I hear you, powerful vulnerability and candor. I love how you lay it all out with calm and passion in proportion.

Ty Daniel... it was a rough emotional day, yesterday. I appreciate you taking the time to leave your thoughts and I wholeheartedly appreciate the list add.

Warmest regards,
-x

Ohh... I do so appreciate your thoughtful sentiments Osem , alas.. I don't think there's much hope left....  so very heartbreaking, indeed.

Your visits are so welcomed 🙏
Much love and respect,
🌹
-x

Very astute, Osem... I'm in agreement, there. 💯
Ty so much for sharing that thought...I'm touched by your lovely caring nature.
💜
Much love and respect,
🌹
xo

Dear BV,

Those mysterious family tie cuts are the worst! It’s like wtf? Your head spins, your stomach lurches and forever you sit lost in thought how it all transpired. And so much precious time lost in the process.
It was huge you reached out to her. I truly truly hope you find a peace some way some how. While blood is thicker than water it doesn’t always hold that they run the same river. Your poignant poem was a caught breath for me as there are a couple of siblings of my own that have opted to find contentment outside the family. Alas...this is a beautiful write expressing  sorrow. H🌷

Dearest H,
I deeply appreciate you taking the time to leave your thoughts, it's sorta terrible to admit (apologies in advance) that I feel a little better knowing that my fucked up family isn't the only one that has unknown skewed weirdly family members. Like I said, I know I'm terrible for thinking that!!... lol... (I laugh, instead of crying!)
I hope you and yours absolutely find your way back to one another, too. It's a hope that I try and keep alive for myself, even in light of the difficult truths from yesterday. I can only do what I can do.... I know that. Yet, sometimes I feel like it's not enough.... because that's my nature.
I'm not so very grateful for your visit, the solidarity and kindness you show me.
I'm glad you felt what I was saying, my friend

Much love and endless respect,
🌹
xo
-B

PS. I forgot to tell you what a beautiful photo of the three of you. 🙄 I’d forget my head if...

Honestly lovey, the truth is in my heart of hearts I’ll love them always but in the end it was their choice. I had to decide to move on or I’d just wallow in really ugly cement shoes. I hate ugly shoes. 👠

PPS never feel awful for feeling relieved by relating to others misfortune or whatever you want to call it, to your own. I bank on it for my own sanity just joking😃 (not really)

Lmfao!!
I hate ugly shoes, too!!  
*I say, through my uncontrollable laughing from your last (not really) bahahahaha... you do, just get it!!
damn, I love you lady!! ❤️
🤣😅🙃😃😂
xo

Ty for the compliment about the pic, too!

Colossal shame, indeed.
Ty for sharing your thoughts, Tim.
Appreciate the list add.
As always, it's good to see you, my friend.
I hope all is well on your end. ;)
🌹
xo
-B

The relations and emotions here are put into crystal clear words that leave no ambiguity. You have that gift my friend with taking life experience and making it truly scintillating. This speaks of sadness and a feeling of loss made all the more painful because of the loving past you shared with her. And I too have a sister who is estranged from our family. She set up a Facebook account with me her only friend but never replies to me each year that I wish her a happy birthday. I miss her like you do your sister. But I may never talk to her again.

Xo
John

Ohhh John... my heart aches with that knowledge!!i

I did that, the first few years of no contact. I texted my birthday or holiday wishes... into the ether of utter silence. I finally stopped trying, until this piece–  it had been almost 6 years of silence, and still nothing..A true shame.

So I definitely understand and I wish I didn't how crushing it is. At least we both can take a bit of solace in the fact that we at least TRY to reconnect.

I am so grateful for you and with you, for entrusting me that personal information, It means so much. I thank you for everything  you've done here on DU, as well as that extended trust in me.
Always your friend in ink,
🌹
Much love,
-B

I'm sorry for this heart breaking and confusing ordeal. It's tough to love someone and that other person not return anything in kind. I hope that someway somehow this comes to a resolution for it sounds like you carry a heavy burden.
Best wishes.