Effortlessly

Can’t believe how incredible

This feeling of missing a kiss I've never had

Missing a touch I haven't felt

The sound of your voice in my ear

Late night conversations about anything and everything

Effortlessly laughter flows, you are so extra sometimes…

My eyelids are low, clinging to five more minutes

Ok but just five more, eyes barely open but a smile on my lips

I know I need sleep, but I need you more

Keeping the convo going, distracting from the coming goodbye

I need rest, yes I know, but I want you more.

As soon as we disconnect, I lay staring at the phone

Missing you.

Waking up to a morning text

like it was morning sex

What has me feeling like this?

Got me feeling like I’m sixteen, falling hard and fast

The excitement and fear swirling together

Terrifyingly beautiful this feeling

Just 12 hours till I have you again, your voice, your laugh

11 more…

Phone vibrates, text coming through

And my first thought “is it you?”