I miss my methadone

A very ethereal feeling piece, nothing is obscene unless you make it so.

Peace, Love and light
Gypsy red

ty Gypsy you always make me smile..peace to you Crim :)

i think what you mean
is you miss the routine
that is why it seems
that your queen is just a dream
but the light...every beam
is what makes your heart such a Beautiful scene....

I think you're right Eric I miss the routine..ty for writing me such a beautiful poem in response..peace Crim :)

Um ... I'm in love.
Is it odd to say I'm in love with a poem?
Well, if it is ... I don't care.
Because I am.
This is fantastic!

ty for such an awesome comment..you made my day..peace Crim :)

this one of my favorite poems on this site so far, ur analogies are fucking fantastic. i can so relate to every word you say. i miss my suboxone, (subutex actually) it does seem hard to imagine life without opiotes. i dont know how much time you got clean but i do know early recovery fucking sucks ! the medicine they give us to get off heroin and other opiotes (i.e. methadone & suboxone)are harder to get off of then the drugs we were on in the first place. the physical symtoms last at least a month and the mental part can last anywhere from 6 months to a year. it does get easier during that time i promise. i know right now it probably doesnt seem that way but life is SO much better without that evil shit they have been pumping us with...good luck and stay stong. "stick and stay is what they say"...shit, i cant believe i just quoted one of those cheesey ass rehab/NA phrases !

I was on Methadone for thirteen years..it's been over a year now off of it but I still have my bad days of missing it..I see you've been through it as well with opiates..ty for the encouragement..and such a touching comment..peace Crim :)

I do not have one bit of experience with this, yet from what I know of you, you are a fighter.

I am here for you.

I do know some of the best pieces on this site are due to real experiences.  This piece is no exception.

I'm fighting it ty for your words of encouragement Kym..hugs Crim :)

This is a great poem :) It's always a bit disappointing when you fight to gget clean and are unsatisfied.

ty for the words of encouragement and lovely comment..yes some days are harder than others some days I am very grateful for my sobriety others not so much..peace Crim :)

This poem is a fear of mine! I was on suboxone for 2 years then had to switch to methadone when I got pregnant. I'm in the process of detoxing off methadone and it terrifies me to think of not taking anything at all. I've been taking something everyday for the past 8 years, so to go to taking nothing at all scares me! Anyway, great poem :-) keep up the good work and stay strong!

I wish you well on your journey it's an up hill battle..ty for your encouraging comment..peace Crim

Thank you :-) And you're welcome!

ty Christian for the read and advise I won't go back to this obscene dream..ty for the lovely comment..as well..peace Crim :)