Viper

    
 In the aftermath..    
   
My self esteem is like a steam vaporizing..      
Before I speak I repeated the words to myself hesitating to say them out loud..      
Can't say clearly the kind of life I am living..      
Can't trace the path on which I am trading.. The sights on which I set my eyes are blurring..      
This viper living inside me, fed me it's poison..      
   
   
   
Sometimes earlier..    
   
My inner hunger made me a hunter..      
To kill this viper I need me revolver..      
But I dread this role of playing suicider..      
Hear me out loud this isn't a banter..      
I'd rather die from the edge of this dagger..      
Stuff I am snorting no longer make me higher..      
I hesitate in saying these words out louder.. So the venom on it remain on paper..      
I am praying, please God lift me higher..      
I am growing tired of this endless saga..     
   
   
   
If you never plead you are never gonna be a leader..      
Looking at my reflection in a makeup mirror..      
So suspenseful and tensed like a movie trailer..      
Wandering around with my clothes in tatters..      
I am some kind of monster risking the safety of others..      
Crucifix I wore is not making me feel any better..      
No one deserves such horror even the crucifier..      
Lord! Save me am a lucid dreamer..      
In my dream I am this evil trail blazer..      
There's this cult following me bumper to bumper..      
Who is the brain behind this cell of sleepers?      
Slow down the process some of them slow learners..      
All started after meeting up the grim reaper..      
     
     
Can't lower my gaze I am a dirty player..      
Outside it's raining heavily with thunder..      
Inside the room, it's gloomy and so much darker..      
Wore my mask like a serial killer..      
Put her to rest with struck by my simple hammer..      
Nailed her to the bed made of a wood fiber..      
I broke this dwelling only to stretch your pussy wider..      
This triumph made me burst into a roaring laughter..      
There was an alarm across the street by a police rider..      
Seems they planned to attack me on the counter..      
To escape this trap no time to ponder..      
Just falling down while they use the elevator..      
Surviving my free fall I leave you to wonder..