masochistic sadist

 
I've navigated through countless heavens and hells to escape you
just to pick eternities lock to behold you again
you're all matter not to mention what's the matter with me
you are the missing quotient

you're in my veins
the poison I get drunk on
there is nowhere left to hide
when you live inside me

I rage against the thought of you
I am content I argue, without you
just to rally for you in the next breath

the sands shift as the waters rush in
leaving the words unuttered
and I drown in my love for you

lost in the madness
alone with my pain
Sadistic in the knowing
you can't touch me here