Dragonss and Knights

I fall in love too easily
and I love for a long time
I have loved friends and strangers
I have loved myself into ashes
Giving up the parts of me most precious

I don't know how to not be a lover
I apologize so swiftly, always so
Eager to soothe the hurt feelings
Eager... And quick to take the blame
I'd rather be the bad guy...

That's kind of twisted isn't it?
That I would rather be the bad guy
Then to be the girl on her knees
Begging people not to leave her
I'd rather be the victor; slamming that door

I seek strength above all else
Using the pieces of my broken heart
As Armour, as weapons in this life
My anxiety turns me into a dragon
And my lovers into poor knights