Without My Light

Blue was the morning
my grey mist among trees  
rituals wrap tightly to arm and heart
as everyday dies without
 
 
There's a candle for You
burning in the empty  
whimpering with plea  
that will never give back
 
 
diamonds fall form to stream
such precious memories  
trembling...
my breath never again the same
 
 
Our heads held together saw sunlight
nightime yarns spun side by side  
as conversation sparred equally  
Your focused eyes locked in contact, full with loves attention
 
 
Home is so cold without Your warmth  
the sound of nothing leaves me raw  
shadows move in corners of my eyes
and now its only memory when we touch
 
 
Every drop of energy given to me  
helped heal  
a fish in newspaper flopping without breath
Your cpr and koala care held me tight
 
 
I am in pain my dearest friend
my chest ever heavy, gut wrenched
and everything I do now...
is without You