Chaotic Reflector

When I look at you,
It's like looking at the worst me.
Is that how I chose to be?
I finally see the agony of we in you.

It's too bad my world is progressively a lie.
If I was a piece of shit,
This piece wouldn't be shit.
As I would smash from dame to dame.
Slapping confidence to my name,
To take your belief in the true me away.
That's where we actually are today.

Listen!

I'm trying to not care, and it hurts.

Every little thing to get you out safely and remain intact would in fact be ideal, and deep down you may know that to be real.

 I AM FUCKING FIENING FOR REJECTION!!!

The quicker the better.
Just don't light me up.
I already soaked myself in my passionate loathing.
No one needs to see my passionate burning.
Screaming in the flames,
My passionate yearning,
For you.
Neglected.
Dejected.
Derided by a chamber of echoes to the brown nosed tune of you?
Nice Ass By the way.

  Every little thing to get you out safely and remain intact would in fact be ideal, and deep down you may know that to be real.

If not I can be a whisper in the whirlwind.
The more fuckers I lose the more this round box feels like it's closing.
Countdown started way before you popped in.

I just never expected day dreams where you would be my boo.
That was never meant to be just like me and you.

I'm a farfetched,
Crazy Nigga.
I must have been tripping.

To think,
me and you.


You can Laugh now.

This whole thing is a joke from me to you.

Hahahaha😧.