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Closer

She was closer to her god than me
So,I'm gonna make you hurt  
I'm gonna make you bleed  
I'm gonna make you feel bad  
for the way you think of me    
She was flipping through the bible  
The inks her tools for survival  
Rewrite words put her in denial  
 
Let her put on  
that fake smile  
Trusted her until  
she broke a rule  
read that book  
after I went to bed  
 
     She was closer to her god than me  
So,I'm gonna make you hurt  
      I'm gonna make you bleed  
      I'm gonna make you feel bad  
      for the way you think of me  
   
She could be a ten I'd tell her but  
she'd wind up with another guy  
 
I want her to know, the truth she deserves  
I'm selfish I'm lying  
Someday we’ll both Get what We deserve  
 
but for now I'll keep  
saying all those things  
you never want to hear  
So you'll stay with me,  
until you smarten up  
 
She was closer to her god than me  
So,  
I'm gonna make you hurt  
I'm gonna make you bleed  
I'm gonna make you feel bad  
for the way you think of me
Written by 0UTPUT_a_AURA (rushing._RUMOR.s)
Published | Edited 23rd Dec 2019
Author's Note
Seen some messed up relationships with abuse as a kid, always thought why doesn’t she just leave? learned it’s not that easy for them growing up
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