Poet Introduction Unknown musician testing lyrics And likes romanticizing dark realities trying my best To show the beauty Started writing feelings young Ended up wanting to hear songs I never heard so I taught myself piano drums guitar singing wrote my first s
How was I supposed to know the Real me With all these clones of clones around me Why am I feeling so empty Why are these people changing me Is One of you supposed to help me How was I when you first met me Was I different than how you act normally I need to find the real me Can you Hear can you answer me
Murder, † † and Itís killing personality Canít remember, † who Iím personally Real thoughts buried dig deep Misplaced all the good memories Just history forget eventually Feels so real am I even...
All these funny feelings They donít add up Thought I gave you up Swore youíre only history Said Iíd forget her way too easily
But your Presence is here Itís haunting me Grows more constant in my daydreams Takes over sound, canít see Anything but the memories Realize what you meant to me
In return could you please bury me With the darkest dirt to hide my mistakes Iíll Slowly suffocate and hallucinate a future we couldnít create Soon itíll kill me just canít escape Till death do us part ...
I can Smell blood Looking for you Need your blood Drown in my heart keep you safe Keep you warm Your love I adore Might not breathe Something easily ignored Build you a Barbie dream house Doll face keep Smiling Behind locked doors Didnít know plastic could feel Donít feel the nerve to leave Or Iíll Hurt you some more Come back inside Melt some plastic Burn me perfect kiss
I donít know whatís wrong with me Grandpa died but I didnít cry I Feel the dread in other peoples eyes
Gas on pump three double checked Each look back I see the stress sheís showing The need for overtime and sleep Her baby crying the dad said goodbye He parted ways court didnít help What a surprise waking early before sunrise raising alone tiny apartment scratching up change tears her apart And knowing sheís barely making way Customers preoccupy her days Till worries rush by come up...
Take a little time To forget what I just said Pull a drag off my cigarette just to get heat in my head Body language confusing words Distractions bypass Confessing what I wanted to hear first News from some dude Claimed he had her
All the kisses and make believe Wonít convince or make me believe When I hear it from you Iíll leave
Just let me down Now So I can go home Please just let me down Now So I can move on for now Iíll just stay here afraid Iím only happy ...
With these sins within my mind I find it so very hard to find positive thoughts that I had of mine Synthetic smiles, Underestimated lies, predictable lines I said to find Out if youíll leave me alone innocence itís so artificial It makes no sense Why I missed you You Asked for help Said i canít do it Now Iím alone The Feelings are gone Time took too long What I was feeling was wrong praying on clocks but itís still so slow so I can go and sleep among These dreams that are only mine ...
I wonít Lie to you I wonít Cheat on you I wonít Kill you in youíre sleep Because of you, I Had to stop dreaming Blood filled the sheets Always wake up pretending When Iím with you Our Love is alive I know deep down Shes watching feeling opposite Clues hints obvious lies
You can Take what you want Is it my blood Drain me My Veins Bank account All Energy You drain me You Drain Me
Howíd you get My last name Howíd you be so sweet, in the first place Howíd you convince me anyways Howíd you change direction so fast Now weíre lost, weíre looking For change to breathe new atmosphere Lonesome sight youíre not here Now we only share, a last name
promised Eachother, forever Even Miss FightIng with you Now I know why gave you my last name
Why, the bloodshed? Whoís even winning? When Weíre bleeding? Without known reason?
Is it really worth it? Losing we believed in? So you count on casualties and current events adding Currency, lifeís basic expenseís Keep count, cars, houses, divorces, simplest way to calculate What was spent today
March in town wielding weapons most soldiers carry heavy hearts Theyíre Wondering scared, nervously holding weapons looking at graves...