Submissions by zinnzinn (ZINNNNIZ)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction I'm not sure you could say I'm a poet or a writer but I think that I'm able to reveal the poetic presence within tragedy and convey it through my vocabulary poetically. My ability to pull a colorful poetic spin out of darkness Is my poem. It is poetry.
DRUGS POEM
Published
20th Jan 2022 9:57am
20th Jan 2022 9:57am
Relabeled: The Unstable Fable
It stopped in mid thought as I awakened alive and unwell
My first after thought was her skin I can taste and still smell
Now so damn distraught
in my head I'm out fought
with what was I thinking has now been out thought and curtailed
So what does my mind have in mind the next time
for my dream thoughts
to spot and unveil
The conundra is my hard knock dreams with my blocked thoughts when unblocked will unlock the paradox
Blocked thoughts that are low-key stocked and locked from the shock with my dreams in a box that my dreams lock ...
My first after thought was her skin I can taste and still smell
Now so damn distraught
in my head I'm out fought
with what was I thinking has now been out thought and curtailed
So what does my mind have in mind the next time
for my dream thoughts
to spot and unveil
The conundra is my hard knock dreams with my blocked thoughts when unblocked will unlock the paradox
Blocked thoughts that are low-key stocked and locked from the shock with my dreams in a box that my dreams lock ...
#murder
#dreams
#fiction
#addiction
#MentalHealth
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DRUGS POEM
Published
1st Jan 2022 8:27am
1st Jan 2022 8:27am
Dark :30pm
So fukkin what if it was a doc giving Hitler the shot
You can have at it with having a bad habit with the white rabbit
you can take a stab at it or you can stab it and grab it
but once you have it you've had it
It don't matter if you're in a hospital or in a dump or in bunker hiding like a chump or if you're as high as Adolfus fukkin Hitler
or as rich as Donald J. Trump or as dumb as
Forest mf'n Gump dope
still dope and a bump still a bump ...
You can have at it with having a bad habit with the white rabbit
you can take a stab at it or you can stab it and grab it
but once you have it you've had it
It don't matter if you're in a hospital or in a dump or in bunker hiding like a chump or if you're as high as Adolfus fukkin Hitler
or as rich as Donald J. Trump or as dumb as
Forest mf'n Gump dope
still dope and a bump still a bump ...
#love
#depression
#addiction
#MentalHealth
#despair
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DRUGS POEM
Published
31st Dec 2021 6:44pm
31st Dec 2021 6:44pm
The bottom Line
Creatively crafted lies invisibly undisguised if their mouth could've only heard how it sounded through my eyes
Exaggerations sensationalized the comprised replies from the unwise No change in tune it's a reprise from all that's contrived and described in the script flipped
unable to recognize what's real will rise as I realize real lies from slipped lips and untied ties
The tongue untied in time prematurely for the untimly demise
There's no measure or size of high
enough to make me compromise my prize it's no surprise with whom it is I can and can't and do and...
Exaggerations sensationalized the comprised replies from the unwise No change in tune it's a reprise from all that's contrived and described in the script flipped
unable to recognize what's real will rise as I realize real lies from slipped lips and untied ties
The tongue untied in time prematurely for the untimly demise
There's no measure or size of high
enough to make me compromise my prize it's no surprise with whom it is I can and can't and do and...
#secrets
#lies
#betrayal
#devil
#honesty
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DRUGS POEM
Published
7th Nov 2021 5:50am
7th Nov 2021 5:50am
The 11th Hour
It's harassing to me when I think about the what, the what it was I ought not sought surpassing what I got.
The who's, when's, where's and why KnoT's are trespassing on my thoughts,
lackadaisically responding to this morbid ambiance left me selflessly defenseless yet relentlessly I fought,
but double crossed I pay the cost captured by the mind I'm lost and caught up in this plot.
This SoS'ing can be so distressing
Inwardly I keep pressing onwardly as I outwardly lose my discretion.
Nutritiously deliciously restricting like a boa constricting
to a foe from...
The who's, when's, where's and why KnoT's are trespassing on my thoughts,
lackadaisically responding to this morbid ambiance left me selflessly defenseless yet relentlessly I fought,
but double crossed I pay the cost captured by the mind I'm lost and caught up in this plot.
This SoS'ing can be so distressing
Inwardly I keep pressing onwardly as I outwardly lose my discretion.
Nutritiously deliciously restricting like a boa constricting
to a foe from...
#depression
#dark
#death
#devil
#addiction
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DRUGS POEM
Published
5th Sep 2021 5:19am
5th Sep 2021 5:19am
OH mY! GOD.
Coincidences or Consequences, who knows but around the same time my package got stolen from the mailbox was the same time their power got shut off. I digress and do so continue to. I wonder the first thoughts to cross the mind(s) of the person(s) as they opened the package to see three little crystal items the main one being a crystal church table ornament? They may have thought ooooeeee money but no, it was a modest gift. I bet the idea of it being a gift to be given to a preacher's wife never entered into thought. I mean really, what are the odds on that happening? However I can only...
#love
#forgiveness
#God
#TruthOfLife
#SelfDiscovery
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DRUGS POEM
Published
11th Apr 2021 5:13am
11th Apr 2021 5:13am
If then I only knew what I now know, I'd said NO.
Around and around and down I go, when will I stop, when I'm in the ground I'll know. It was never ours to begin with to hoard and withhold, render unto Caesar what is Caesar's it is owed, now within my own explosion I am ready to implode, as I think of all the spending spent and with not a rod dam thing to show. Once you've bought it you're sold and getting it back will take years more than four score and cost more than seventy eleven fold.
Slow is the hole made in your soul there goes your whole glow, wages paid promptly with dues in delinquency still owed, cash hard and cold for...
Slow is the hole made in your soul there goes your whole glow, wages paid promptly with dues in delinquency still owed, cash hard and cold for...
#hope
#insomnia
#addiction
#meditation
#hurt
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DRUGS POEM
Published
5th Mar 2021 4:12am
5th Mar 2021 4:12am
SOS "SAVE OUR SOULS"
Twice as nice as China's high priced rice eaten by the mice eat up by the lice once inticed by this ice you can't loose the noose until you roll a double deuce on a biased one sided dice.
Mayday-Mayday SOS I'm hard pressed, I'm depressed in distress, I'm mentally obsessed in this mess, a test I can't contest that's made me testy and my case I'll never rest with this stress is a test I was blessed with a zest of much more but I gave less.
My soul undressed, for this world to molest, I was heading east but I was going west I thought I was the host home alone but I was wrong all...
Mayday-Mayday SOS I'm hard pressed, I'm depressed in distress, I'm mentally obsessed in this mess, a test I can't contest that's made me testy and my case I'll never rest with this stress is a test I was blessed with a zest of much more but I gave less.
My soul undressed, for this world to molest, I was heading east but I was going west I thought I was the host home alone but I was wrong all...
#anxiety
#depression
#loneliness
#LifeStruggles
#addiction
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DRUGS POEM
Published
12th Dec 2020 5:54am
12th Dec 2020 5:54am
Ode To The Over Thinking Insomniaddict
One-sheep-two-sheep-three sheets....whore.... black sheep-lost sheep-six feet and no more.
It's highly pastime to cast away stones so a hardened heart will soften, if we let bygones be gone bye bye just a tad little bit more often.
Found left alone in my own wake, at my own wake, waking up coughing in my coffin, so that's the bed I got to lie in,
a dirt nap is what their talkin?
Well I ain't made that flower bed yet for now I'm just a dead man sleepwalking.
Shadowy shapeless sights by candle the light from the wax and the wick is relentless like wickedness,
Only...
It's highly pastime to cast away stones so a hardened heart will soften, if we let bygones be gone bye bye just a tad little bit more often.
Found left alone in my own wake, at my own wake, waking up coughing in my coffin, so that's the bed I got to lie in,
a dirt nap is what their talkin?
Well I ain't made that flower bed yet for now I'm just a dead man sleepwalking.
Shadowy shapeless sights by candle the light from the wax and the wick is relentless like wickedness,
Only...
#regret
#heartbroken
#insomnia
#addiction
#IMissYou
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DRUGS POEM
Published
16th Oct 2020 4:00am
16th Oct 2020 4:00am
My love
Sometimes I get high and unamused
then come down below solo betwixt confused and enthused
Since birth my heart's been broken, bruised and misused
it's being held captive in a dark cold place with no escape where I abuse
I'm the loser and abuser with a beautiful woman that never even once used
Yeah she smokes a little pot
well maybe sometimes a lot
but never no speed her drug of choice sounds crazy it's me
A love like this my whole life I'd been missing
salvation in her touch and her cuddles and...
then come down below solo betwixt confused and enthused
Since birth my heart's been broken, bruised and misused
it's being held captive in a dark cold place with no escape where I abuse
I'm the loser and abuser with a beautiful woman that never even once used
Yeah she smokes a little pot
well maybe sometimes a lot
but never no speed her drug of choice sounds crazy it's me
A love like this my whole life I'd been missing
salvation in her touch and her cuddles and...
#love
#romantic
#lover
#FallingInLove
#crush
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DRUGS POEM
Published
5th Sep 2020 4:16am
5th Sep 2020 4:16am
Pandemiclly Incorrect
It's my own fault that I got higher than Jack did up the beanstalk.
Hindsight is 20/20 even if you've been blind for years, it's easier to see far and away than it is to see near and right here and I've had a few too many beers so to those I hold dear I say cheers.
I've been consumed by the fear that consumes me and it's clear that I have consumed it. I've shedded blood, tears and sweat and it ain't over yet, bet.
How much more can I take when enough is enough and enough I never seem to get?
Unpaid overdue dues the penalties don't offset uninterested in the interest...
Hindsight is 20/20 even if you've been blind for years, it's easier to see far and away than it is to see near and right here and I've had a few too many beers so to those I hold dear I say cheers.
I've been consumed by the fear that consumes me and it's clear that I have consumed it. I've shedded blood, tears and sweat and it ain't over yet, bet.
How much more can I take when enough is enough and enough I never seem to get?
Unpaid overdue dues the penalties don't offset uninterested in the interest...
#depression
#heartbroken
#MeToo
#addiction
#pandemic
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DRUGS POEM
Published
4th Jul 2020 5:00pm
4th Jul 2020 5:00pm
Hanky Noodle Dandy
Yankee doodled on lockdown just sat there on his pony
with a frown said fuq this town I'm getting stonedy to the boney
Hanky Noodle got a quarter pound and blazed up with his homies
Stuck his finger in the air and called it
Rice-A-Roni...... Save a potato
Rice-A-Roni a San Francisco treat
with a frown said fuq this town I'm getting stonedy to the boney
Hanky Noodle got a quarter pound and blazed up with his homies
Stuck his finger in the air and called it
Rice-A-Roni...... Save a potato
Rice-A-Roni a San Francisco treat
#funny
#patience
#nostalgia
#DeepUndergroundPoetry
#pandemic
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DRUGS POEM
Published
26th Jun 2020 4:19am
26th Jun 2020 4:19am
Where There's a Will There's a Way
Until the sun rises in the north and sets in the South I will,
until my heart pumps its final beat and my lungs expand for my last breath I will
all day every day until my last day I will love her. I'd kill or be killed for her I'd take a bullet for the one I love even if it was from the one I love because at the end of the day no matter how hard I try to convince myself why I shouldn't I can't and I still love her anyway and when I pass away my last thought will be of her even now I can picture her smiling face. My love for her remains and she'll remain in my heart mind and spirit...
until my heart pumps its final beat and my lungs expand for my last breath I will
all day every day until my last day I will love her. I'd kill or be killed for her I'd take a bullet for the one I love even if it was from the one I love because at the end of the day no matter how hard I try to convince myself why I shouldn't I can't and I still love her anyway and when I pass away my last thought will be of her even now I can picture her smiling face. My love for her remains and she'll remain in my heart mind and spirit...
#love
#heartbroken
#breakup
#betrayal
#philosophical
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