Zebra bubble gum

If I ever get to leave this place  
I’ll write a note with every word,  
I was too afraid to say  
Ill write them all down so clearly,  
not one misplaced  
because  it’s the last time,
we’ll ever communicate  
 
I Memorized all of it,
but this my 3rd retake  
Too distracted by the Memories
I can never forget or replace  
 
I wouldn’t trade a single day,  
This was life I tried my best    
You all made sure  
I was happy everyday
Don’t want to leave you feeling  
you’re to blame  
 
 
If you’re reading this  
just know,
That I’m okay,  
This Wasn’t a mistake,  
Countless times
it was delayed  
 
If I felt any more guilty  
I would’ve stayed
Because I love you all  
more than I can explain,  
this letters here to stay,  
these words will never change