souls midnight

The time has slowly fade away
an my reality is still the same
I’m in a world of hate and madness
these voices just keep speaking
an I keep listening it drives me insane
with vibe thoughts of  my death
that I hope never comes
but I know it will sooner or later
I have to face my fate and die
an leave this cure world
my guilt well go with me even onto the grave
I have to face this terrible hate an anger
of this so called life I don’t lead
I stay locked up inside this room
trying to find away out
no-one understand the dreams I have
that tells me my fate and it a horrible one
I’m locked up hiding away form everything
at least I think but in my soul I know different
an can feel the end drawing closer
the night will never end my sprit will never be free
knowing what I have done
an how bad I have hurt the ones I love
I wish I could chance it but I can’t
it’s all been said and been done by me
with in this night I struggle to stay alive
with in this mind I live in a hell
that I created for myself  with in this body is a soul
an with in this soul is a body
that is slowly dying my tear’s are endless
just like the soul’s  in the blazing pits of hell
 where they can never escape