No Longer Strong

I look at myself
Please
The real me
Come back to me
Where have you gone
Leaving me
Like others
No longer they see me
Selfish
Addict
Not a real friend
All they say to me
As I stare
Appalled at the words I hear
Because I feel the same
But yet
My reflections
Show different
But how
In such a less of time
I changed
My morals
I claimed to stand on
But I got weak
And thrown my morals out
Doing things
I vowed to never do
But yet
I'm filled with pain
Hurt
So far gone
I can't clean up
Whats been done
I'm lost
With no more real friends
Around
I'm sick
Too old to start again
But I have to
Get my life back on track
Because I'm sinking
Deeper
And deeper into regret