Shame Poems
#shame
Painful poems about shame and feelings of a distress for a regrettable situation. Shame poems includes poetry about being ashamed of a something which was not your fault.
Peanut butter and spermicidal jelly sandwich
She makes me feel impotent
Whenever I'm around her I feel like I don't exist
She makes me mad
I try & find the words but I can't
I want to lash out but I can't move
She makes me feel like I'm made out of wood
She turns my brain into wax
She pushes me around
I don't know how to say no
Every moment I spend with her, I lose a part of myself
I want to get out, but I can't see my life without her
I think I know what needs to be done...
Whenever I'm around her I feel like I don't exist
She makes me mad
I try & find the words but I can't
I want to lash out but I can't move
She makes me feel like I'm made out of wood
She turns my brain into wax
She pushes me around
I don't know how to say no
Every moment I spend with her, I lose a part of myself
I want to get out, but I can't see my life without her
I think I know what needs to be done...
#anger
#disappointment
#emptiness
#rejection
#shame
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Fix Me
Fix Me
I really can’t get mad at you
That’s something I can’t do
My anger lasts for seconds
Especially with you
I’m trying to be sane
Trying to fix my mental health
Trying to be who you want
I’m becoming someone else
I’ve lost my whole identity
I’ve lost the will to live
But I have to move on everyday
For me and for the kids
Give me a few days to deal
To process who I am
To realize my potential
I’m praying for a plan
I know we’re in a rocky place
I guess I feel it too ...
I really can’t get mad at you
That’s something I can’t do
My anger lasts for seconds
Especially with you
I’m trying to be sane
Trying to fix my mental health
Trying to be who you want
I’m becoming someone else
I’ve lost my whole identity
I’ve lost the will to live
But I have to move on everyday
For me and for the kids
Give me a few days to deal
To process who I am
To realize my potential
I’m praying for a plan
I know we’re in a rocky place
I guess I feel it too ...
#sadness
#regret
#heartbroken
#shame
#despair
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Don’t Tell
#sadness
#dark
#abuse
#shame
#hurt
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The Colours of my Wings!
I tried to bury them 6 feet under
But a skeleton tries to grasp
A grey satin gown, a subtle shade of grey I see
The colour of infidelity
Hidden in the shadows are ghosts of the present
They follow me with every dimming of the light
They follow me even when I am with him
I tried to burn them to ashes
But like a phoenix they rise
A black box, a deathly black I see
The colour of murder
His screams of fear, the fears of man
They ring in my ears constantly
I see them every time I light a match
I tried to colour the...
But a skeleton tries to grasp
A grey satin gown, a subtle shade of grey I see
The colour of infidelity
Hidden in the shadows are ghosts of the present
They follow me with every dimming of the light
They follow me even when I am with him
I tried to burn them to ashes
But like a phoenix they rise
A black box, a deathly black I see
The colour of murder
His screams of fear, the fears of man
They ring in my ears constantly
I see them every time I light a match
I tried to colour the...
#sadness
#regret
#shame
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Cancer .
I realise that first lie cut deep way beyond a flesh wound. No entry or exit marks it just ricocheted from my head to my heart and stayed with a nauseous feelings of complete dismay . Cancer just walked in and I thought it’s going to take him away and I can’t do anything apart from words of encouragement and kindness and compassion and bucket loads of understanding.
You told me when I was eighteen years old in a very vulnerable situation as I had left my home and family behind after an incident that changed my life from the moment I walked out the door. Fear and loss and feeling...
You told me when I was eighteen years old in a very vulnerable situation as I had left my home and family behind after an incident that changed my life from the moment I walked out the door. Fear and loss and feeling...
#regret
#heartbroken
#shame
#despair
#fear
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Where's Daddy?
No lumpenproletariat allowed,
or even old fashioned non-combatants,
to survive the new killing fields plowed
by techno-feudal targeting patents
designed for destruction block by block,
instead of soldiers duel by duel,
until depleting its carpet bomb stock
or the bombers run out of noxious fuel.
Yet still the algorithm looks for him
until the mission is declared complete
when something like a special cryptonym
sends troops to search each mortuary street,
since daddy may have eluded the bomb...
which made kibble out of the...
or even old fashioned non-combatants,
to survive the new killing fields plowed
by techno-feudal targeting patents
designed for destruction block by block,
instead of soldiers duel by duel,
until depleting its carpet bomb stock
or the bombers run out of noxious fuel.
Yet still the algorithm looks for him
until the mission is declared complete
when something like a special cryptonym
sends troops to search each mortuary street,
since daddy may have eluded the bomb...
which made kibble out of the...
#heartbroken
#shame
#despair
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Virtue signalling at its most flamboyantly pathetic and prodigiously, perfidious!
By Stanley Collymore
Just curious to know from all the
self-righteous virtue signalling
idiots and significantly also
the surfeit of unquestionably dim-witted
lowlife Karens and likewise likeminded
Gammons; collectively morons whose
own lives, simply individually and also
collectively, are distinctively rather far
from being exemplary; how obviously
does quite nonsensical but, none the
less, unquestionably and thoroughly
distinctively, irrefutably vociferously,
and vitriolically shouting, is actually
fittingly enough...
Just curious to know from all the
self-righteous virtue signalling
idiots and significantly also
the surfeit of unquestionably dim-witted
lowlife Karens and likewise likeminded
Gammons; collectively morons whose
own lives, simply individually and also
collectively, are distinctively rather far
from being exemplary; how obviously
does quite nonsensical but, none the
less, unquestionably and thoroughly
distinctively, irrefutably vociferously,
and vitriolically shouting, is actually
fittingly enough...
#hate
#dark
#shame
#denial
#emptiness
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Social Anxiety
I wasn’t made for crowds
I realize tonight
I’m in a bar
With open scars
And fear that grips me tight
The lively vibe should ease my mind
Should talk and interact
Instead I’m stuck inside my head
And don’t know how to act
Topics randomly pop up
Each person makes their comment
The urge to speak takes over
Followed by the urge to vomit
I look around the table
And I smile and I nod
I start to feel I don’t fit in
And now the urge to sob
I blink away the tears that come ...
I realize tonight
I’m in a bar
With open scars
And fear that grips me tight
The lively vibe should ease my mind
Should talk and interact
Instead I’m stuck inside my head
And don’t know how to act
Topics randomly pop up
Each person makes their comment
The urge to speak takes over
Followed by the urge to vomit
I look around the table
And I smile and I nod
I start to feel I don’t fit in
And now the urge to sob
I blink away the tears that come ...
#sadness
#anxiety
#shame
#despair
#fear
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On a Weekday in Winter, Waiting
I am that glimmer on a frigid window
Through which, as the evening creeps, a bloodless sun can be seen
Slumping, as per routine, against an assemblage of begrimed bricks, concrete,
And trees that, despite their barrenness, continue to coyly undress.
Oppositely, too, there is a stale clump of sheets,
Stuck together in certain spots,
Swallowing a pair of sallow arms that pointlessly pillow a wonted vacancy,
Coiling around the legs that spread across the threadbare mattress,
And dangle low, laden with a nebulous and
Perpetually unfulfilled wanting. ...
Through which, as the evening creeps, a bloodless sun can be seen
Slumping, as per routine, against an assemblage of begrimed bricks, concrete,
And trees that, despite their barrenness, continue to coyly undress.
Oppositely, too, there is a stale clump of sheets,
Stuck together in certain spots,
Swallowing a pair of sallow arms that pointlessly pillow a wonted vacancy,
Coiling around the legs that spread across the threadbare mattress,
And dangle low, laden with a nebulous and
Perpetually unfulfilled wanting. ...
#lust
#loneliness
#winter
#shame
#boredom
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It Was Only An Eye Exam
I know what happened that day
I remember the events so clearly
Twenty three year old memories do not decay
When they scar you so severely
I went in for a routine eye exam
The optometrist seemed like a nice old man
But sacrificially I was his lamb
As he unleashed his master plan
First he used the ophthalmoscope
2 look deeply in my eyes
But what happened next I have to cope
For the remainder of my life
He then removed the equipment
And approached as close as he could get
Determined by his professional...
I remember the events so clearly
Twenty three year old memories do not decay
When they scar you so severely
I went in for a routine eye exam
The optometrist seemed like a nice old man
But sacrificially I was his lamb
As he unleashed his master plan
First he used the ophthalmoscope
2 look deeply in my eyes
But what happened next I have to cope
For the remainder of my life
He then removed the equipment
And approached as close as he could get
Determined by his professional...
#regret
#shame
#confusion
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Dizzying heights
I had sex with my dad's best friend for the first time.
He approached me and grabbed my cock.
I was totally shocked,so I pulled away.
My dizzying fear,as Imagined my dad,would come back from shopping and catch me and his best friend pounding away.
I was frozen.
He was moaning and groaning.
Calling out my name.
I tried to make him stop.
But his strength was too much.
When he finished he left shortly after.
When i grow up, I want to be an actor.
...
He approached me and grabbed my cock.
I was totally shocked,so I pulled away.
My dizzying fear,as Imagined my dad,would come back from shopping and catch me and his best friend pounding away.
I was frozen.
He was moaning and groaning.
Calling out my name.
I tried to make him stop.
But his strength was too much.
When he finished he left shortly after.
When i grow up, I want to be an actor.
...
#shame
#confusion
#bittersweet #fear
#bittersweet #fear
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Navalny On Jeopardy
2/30
“Listen, I’ve got something very obvious to tell you. You’re not allowed to give up.
If they decide to kill me, it means that we are incredibly strong." ~ Navalny
(Quoted by our own Ahavati)
When I think of him, his last day,
I think of him there in the courtroom
behind the shatter-proof glass
grinning at Putin's judge,
joking with Putin's judge
sentenced...
“Listen, I’ve got something very obvious to tell you. You’re not allowed to give up.
If they decide to kill me, it means that we are incredibly strong." ~ Navalny
(Quoted by our own Ahavati)
When I think of him, his last day,
I think of him there in the courtroom
behind the shatter-proof glass
grinning at Putin's judge,
joking with Putin's judge
sentenced...
#anger
#grief
#shame
#despair
#emptiness
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DU Poetry : Shame Poems