Long Poems About Shame
#shame
Don’t Tell
#sadness
#dark
#abuse
#shame
#hurt
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Cancer .
I realise that first lie cut deep way beyond a flesh wound. No entry or exit marks it just ricocheted from my head to my heart and stayed with a nauseous feelings of complete dismay . Cancer just walked in and I thought it’s going to take him away and I can’t do anything apart from words of encouragement and kindness and compassion and bucket loads of understanding.
You told me when I was eighteen years old in a very vulnerable situation as I had left my home and family behind after an incident that changed my life from the moment I walked out the door. Fear and loss and feeling...
You told me when I was eighteen years old in a very vulnerable situation as I had left my home and family behind after an incident that changed my life from the moment I walked out the door. Fear and loss and feeling...
#regret
#heartbroken
#shame
#despair
#fear
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Social Anxiety
I wasn’t made for crowds
I realize tonight
I’m in a bar
With open scars
And fear that grips me tight
The lively vibe should ease my mind
Should talk and interact
Instead I’m stuck inside my head
And don’t know how to act
Topics randomly pop up
Each person makes their comment
The urge to speak takes over
Followed by the urge to vomit
I look around the table
And I smile and I nod
I start to feel I don’t fit in
And now the urge to sob
I blink away the tears that come ...
I realize tonight
I’m in a bar
With open scars
And fear that grips me tight
The lively vibe should ease my mind
Should talk and interact
Instead I’m stuck inside my head
And don’t know how to act
Topics randomly pop up
Each person makes their comment
The urge to speak takes over
Followed by the urge to vomit
I look around the table
And I smile and I nod
I start to feel I don’t fit in
And now the urge to sob
I blink away the tears that come ...
#sadness
#anxiety
#shame
#despair
#fear
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Navalny On Jeopardy
2/30
“Listen, I’ve got something very obvious to tell you. You’re not allowed to give up.
If they decide to kill me, it means that we are incredibly strong." ~ Navalny
(Quoted by our own Ahavati)
When I think of him, his last day,
I think of him there in the courtroom
behind the shatter-proof glass
grinning at Putin's judge,
joking with Putin's judge
sentenced...
“Listen, I’ve got something very obvious to tell you. You’re not allowed to give up.
If they decide to kill me, it means that we are incredibly strong." ~ Navalny
(Quoted by our own Ahavati)
When I think of him, his last day,
I think of him there in the courtroom
behind the shatter-proof glass
grinning at Putin's judge,
joking with Putin's judge
sentenced...
#anger
#grief
#shame
#despair
#emptiness
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A Little Bit Less
A Little Bit Less
I wish I weighed a little bit less
Then maybe I would see
It doesn’t matter what I weigh
It really won’t change me
There’s a notion in my mind
It would cure all of my woes
But you wouldn’t love me less
And you wouldn’t love me more
I wish I was a little less sad
That the tears would one day stop
The depression that takes over me
It controls my mind, my thoughts
I’m done looking for a reason
I just welcome it upon me
I’m used to it, my dark cloud
It’s become...
I wish I weighed a little bit less
Then maybe I would see
It doesn’t matter what I weigh
It really won’t change me
There’s a notion in my mind
It would cure all of my woes
But you wouldn’t love me less
And you wouldn’t love me more
I wish I was a little less sad
That the tears would one day stop
The depression that takes over me
It controls my mind, my thoughts
I’m done looking for a reason
I just welcome it upon me
I’m used to it, my dark cloud
It’s become...
#sadness
#depression
#dark
#shame
#MentalHealth
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A vile yearning for totally unwarranted recognition, itself endorsed by biased approbation!
By Stanley Collymore
From what I've simply, quite
personally observed, also
as well as through my
intensive research on the matter have
additionally become even more fully
aware of, is the irrefutable fact that
these British awarded gongs of so
called knighthood, lordships, plus
damehoods are obviously far too
often bestowed on very dubious
individuals, the totally, generally
undeserving, and effectively as
well the rather, unquestionably
obviously outright unpleasant
people that rather predictably...
From what I've simply, quite
personally observed, also
as well as through my
intensive research on the matter have
additionally become even more fully
aware of, is the irrefutable fact that
these British awarded gongs of so
called knighthood, lordships, plus
damehoods are obviously far too
often bestowed on very dubious
individuals, the totally, generally
undeserving, and effectively as
well the rather, unquestionably
obviously outright unpleasant
people that rather predictably...
#dark
#shame
#greed
#denial
#emptiness
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Chasing the Muse
#erotic
#abuse
#shame
#threesome
#sexy
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You're spouting a load of utter crap Harriet Harman! Get real, woman!
By Stanley Collymore
No way should our MPs ever be
allowed to work from home or
anywhere else, come to that,
for that matter as many of them clearly
and quite unscrupulously already do in
the latter case. We quite literally, elect
our MPs, in this here United Kingdom,
to effectively unquestionably actually
readily, and professionally; physically
and accountably, significantly deliver
themselves quite accountably within
the House of Commons, and literally
crucially as well actually take part in
debates...
No way should our MPs ever be
allowed to work from home or
anywhere else, come to that,
for that matter as many of them clearly
and quite unscrupulously already do in
the latter case. We quite literally, elect
our MPs, in this here United Kingdom,
to effectively unquestionably actually
readily, and professionally; physically
and accountably, significantly deliver
themselves quite accountably within
the House of Commons, and literally
crucially as well actually take part in
debates...
#rejection
#shame
#greed
#denial
#emptiness
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24 houses aren't that many actually for someone, who literally owns Cornwall; is it William?
By Stanley Collymore
William Windsor leading from the
front in the quite critical battle
against the scourge of very
rampant homelessness within Britain.
Really? What an absolutely, distinctly
ludicrous joke! All it actually means
is, that William can get, and simply
will be readily given permission to
build, where others rather literally
essentially actually won't be able
to! A crucial state of affairs, that
will quite additionally too add to
his already, essentially massive
property...
William Windsor leading from the
front in the quite critical battle
against the scourge of very
rampant homelessness within Britain.
Really? What an absolutely, distinctly
ludicrous joke! All it actually means
is, that William can get, and simply
will be readily given permission to
build, where others rather literally
essentially actually won't be able
to! A crucial state of affairs, that
will quite additionally too add to
his already, essentially massive
property...
#dark
#shame
#greed
#denial
#emptiness
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This baby was callously dumped in a pub's filthy toilet, less reverently so than a piece of shit!
By Stanley Collymore
I've no sympathy whatever for this
evilly callous but cowardly bitch,
whomsoever she is! This vile
moron should effectively, unreservedly
and unquestionably, unsentimentally,
be prosecuted, with the full force, of
the law. And don't any of you, come
with your feigned, sanctimoniously
induced crap, that she didn't know
what she was doing. Logic and as
well natural commonsense rather
simply contradict that irrefutably!
Unquestionably self-evidently it's
clear she effectively...
I've no sympathy whatever for this
evilly callous but cowardly bitch,
whomsoever she is! This vile
moron should effectively, unreservedly
and unquestionably, unsentimentally,
be prosecuted, with the full force, of
the law. And don't any of you, come
with your feigned, sanctimoniously
induced crap, that she didn't know
what she was doing. Logic and as
well natural commonsense rather
simply contradict that irrefutably!
Unquestionably self-evidently it's
clear she effectively...
#rejection
#dark
#shame
#denial
#emptiness
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Blowing Snows
Cold is the air...Foggy is the breath...A gust of wind...Blowing snow...Once again. Flurry white, crystal lines, lay diagonally...A plate of glass or view of self bent over a mirror. No knowledge of this zombie reflection...Staring back the walking dead...Addict's masks of grins & lies...It hides their cheeks & shades their eyes...With past masquerades time resumes...Dinner party, host the cook...Knowing this monster's meal is tantalizing to the taste...Like fine wine of red...Blood bitter is the bite...Irony ending punch line of self. Macabre, wretched we watch a horrid...
#sadness
#rejection
#shame
#despair
#emptiness
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Tom Kerridge is a moron; rather typical of the type, who infest Brexit Britain!
By Stanley Collymore
This actually self-serving and
misguided pillock, literally
without a feasible clue,
is obviously publicly simply suggesting
that those pensioners, who essentially
cannot afford to heat their homes, do
alternatively, clearly spend their time
in a pub instead. Evidently no doubt
like the ones that you own eh Tom?
And in the vicinity thereof naturally
guzzle beer while also additionally
devouring the muck, that's equally
served with it. Frankly Tom it'd be
a...
This actually self-serving and
misguided pillock, literally
without a feasible clue,
is obviously publicly simply suggesting
that those pensioners, who essentially
cannot afford to heat their homes, do
alternatively, clearly spend their time
in a pub instead. Evidently no doubt
like the ones that you own eh Tom?
And in the vicinity thereof naturally
guzzle beer while also additionally
devouring the muck, that's equally
served with it. Frankly Tom it'd be
a...
#loneliness
#shame
#greed
#denial
#emptiness
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