My Inner Masochist...

Brilliantly explained
Interesting write & read

Thank you..glad to know!😁

You chose the urban spelling for Masochist -- this in itself found me spending 15 minutes reading up on both spellings (LOL -- thank You, Beautiful)

You have to be a sub who enjoys pain else situations like this occur
This is why it's always good to chat it up about sex where nothing is covert
and each know the role they wish to play

Enjoyed the spill

Thank you for the correct spelling,  Tallen, this area isn't my forte. Lol. It's not about  true submission, but anxiety instead...
Sorry I messed you up. I was trying to surprise the reader at the end.😁

You're Fine, Beautiful
I thought You chose that spelling
on purpose

Didn't surprise me
but then again, i am a former sub

Ah, naughty boy;) I just wanted to lead it on as a dark bondage story with the real kicker at the end....

Lol you're awesome

Thank you, Liam. Hopefully you got!;)

Yes i did anxiety is a pain and ye messes over bad. But i found humor greatly in the way its written

Awesome, Liam. I wanted to add a little humor to it.;) I hope you're doing well with your health!

Anxiety can tie one in knots an leave you feeling played in a non-consensual way. You painted your angst like the master poet you are. The ending was a surprise to top them. You my friend have the gift of creating illusion and like a talented magician unveiling the trick. Truly fine work. XoXo Big Hugs John

Big hugs back for the wonderful comment. You never fail to uplift me. I'm glad you understood the metaphorical essense, as so many believed it to be the real deal, but you're the man of epic ones yourself! My little buddy is still with me, so I'm surprised to have spit this out yesterday...heading your way soon for some of your soul food, John. Xo

Ah, I'm glad you got the true meaning & so thankful you gave it a read after all! I started to put it In the erotic category, but considering the outcome, people would really be getting me wrong for sure!  I have had anxiety since childhood & never had a clue why I was so different...defo not a good feeling!

You nailed this one to the wall, you clever little word minx

Hey...
I love that title, sweetums . Thanks for the comment & add🌹

Your body may have the anxiety disorder but your lust for sexual pain gratifies your heart and soul.... It pulls your mind into a tug of war because it is your body that is feeling the torture while your sexuality is smiling and enjoying this rodeo.... Put aside all transgressions of physical pain and just enjoy the sexual beauty of the game....

Hey Joe-D,
Excuse my giggles as it was me who misunderstood your graveyard piece the other day.  Don't worry about confusing it as the actual act of BDSM, others did too.  It was my metaphor of choice to describe the evil force of anxiety. 😄 I still greatly thank you for the read & descriptive commentary.

I thought it was a clever lead in to that unwanted affliction, I know too well.  Nicely done!

Thank you,  I know you relate well...hugs to that!

Damn my sweet...


made me feel too much

<3

Thank you for appreciating & adding my humble crumbs. I wish I had your exquisite abilities! ♥️

Honey,  you are always exquisite and refreshing,  
to me at least..♥️

Brava, Pandora! Anxiety is indeed a cruel sadist that abhors some long deep breaths,and fervent meditation.

....you forgot XANAX 😯

I've lived with it since childhood, damn it... I should be used to it by now!😱

Wow what a way to bring home  
to impart  
To put the reader right there  
at the forefront with you  
I get it  
Razor sharp eye opener  
Wise parable

Thank you for your most appreciated assessment!!😁

That sounds kinda dirty....especially coming from you, ya know!? 👀

"I love a good hard fucking, but this masochistic fucker is an unwelcome lover to my flesh & bones."

Graphic and raw.

Brutal honesty.

I savoured all of this. (;

Yours,
LostGirl

Thank you for your beautiful beautiful comment, Lostgirl. Your returning presence has most definitely been a welcome asset.🌷

Ah, thanks HF. I truly wanted it to be a shocker in the end & almost put it in the erotic genre to fuck with people.😃 I used to drown my attacks with that brown liquid stuff you love!;)

Felt ... Great write ... Bless and much love ... .

Thank you & many hugs!

This is genius!  I would never have thought of portraying such a crippling affliction as anxiety in an erotic guise of context.  The last line... And statement nailed it , for me.   Excellent writing Pandy.  I hope you can eventually turn the tables ....and F*"k anxiety.  🤗

Thank you for the uplifting comment & well wishes. I just had to fool everyone, so I almost put it in the erotic section. I'm glad I didn't, as I had to emphasize ANXIETY because others went straight to the bdsm scene. Haha. I'm glad you enjoyed the narrative & I'm ever grateful for the RL add. Hugs to my word buddy!!

Such originality ... great twist at the end ... bravo my poetess ...

Thank you so very much, beautiful 🌹

sweet your mind is just fulfilled its dream of the thing you love most needed that be love  

nice write
enjoy your day

Thank you, D! I had to find an epic twist to sum up the evil ugly, so why not use a sexual undertone if I can't write any of it right now. ;) Hoping you're doing well ♡

I am hope you are doing the same
have a sweet evening

Awesome. Hugs!

Hay Pandora👋🏼. I usually read all comments but you my dear had way too many ( good thing by the way).

In your author’s note you mentioned it’s not about BDSM, honestly never read it in that way. I suffer from some things that this expresses so well it brought me to tears. Thank you for sharing this you beautiful beautiful woman.


-B💕

Thank you for your praise & place on your RL. I'm grateful that people can resonate with it, I truly tried to convey that, but added it the notes since a few thought it was. There's nothing like a metaphor falling flat.. thank you for assuring me it didn't in your mind.  From one beauty to the other,  I appreciate you, Bonzi.  Hugs from Pandy..💖