Detached

Neither do I, Ethan.

Sending you 💕

Yours,
LostGirl

I used to be this way
in general..........sex was always the goal and the hell with love

not in my elder years i want spiritual intimacy and while i wouldn't pass it up
sex is no longer the goal.

Wonderful spill here full of brutal honesty and transparency

Spiritual intimacy, eh?

Sounds wonderful.

That goal is a way's away for me, dearest Tallen.

First, I have to fuck someone I actually love.

Thank you friend..it was a cathartic piece to write. (:

Yours,
LostGirl

I have yet to meet someone
who is at the step to true transparent
spiritual intimacy........

My search continues  : )

I understand where Your are, though, on Your path

Be well

Detachment can be a tricky thing.  The downside being codepedance and all that entails.  But obviously missing that essential ingredient of love can be an elusive beast some times.  I think we all crave that deeper connection, but the busyness of the world seems to make this more complicated.  Brave, honest ink!

I suppose, I crave ANY genuine connection at this point.

It don't have to run deep. (;

Because I've never been a very good swimmer.

Thanks lovely.

Yours,
LostGirl

Sad its done this way but honestly lots of women are forced this way. Clarification force isnt always physical a woman whom has become desperate survival family may be forced into this lifestyle and loose the ability to gain a connection. Its not lost but maybe difficult to ever become because of doubt. World needs to learn the difference in love as well. Its very alive very real but now what are they. I lostgirl can honestly say i love you. The love is spiritual no matter what diety each believes we all come from the same regardless. So you are a sister/family love i have for you. In love is what i am in with my Liz, many women can do the motion of the physical none will ever bond to every other aspect of me as she has. Love the thought wich is what most respond to and this love is murder in its truest form. Its not loyal its not pure causes doubt pain and other facets of deception.

Love you too, bro.

Your heart is definitely in the right place.

Yours,
LostGirl

So sorry i had no idea i had gone that long winded

Great, honest write LG.  Dig your realism.


hugs,
buddhakitty.

I have my truth. And you have yours.

Let’s keep it real. (;

Meow, kitty. 💕

Your friend,
Losty

Damn...been here

Me too, girlfriend. Still there.

Thankful for you RL, lovely lady.

Pleased to meet you in the DEEP.

Yours,
LostGirl

I'm semi detached.  😃

HAHAHA!

Noted!

Your comments never cease to amaze me.

Thanks, Snaggy one (;

Yours,
LostGirl

And I LOVE your insightful commentary, friend.

Do you by any chance, have my bourbon ready?

Cheers.  (;

Yours,
LostGirl

I knew you were my kind of fun. (;

Yours,
LostGirl

beautiful Lost girl a very painful write
reading it makes me unsure if I've ever been truly loved
or is it a delusion I entertain?

really I fear my ability to love fully...

this write is a powerful truth for you
I hope love is just over the next horizon for you
I know how easy it can be to become detached
when it comes to sex and war...

I mean really it is war out there looking for love
and a damned lover to meet your needs...

thank you for making me think...

love Brenda 🌹❤🌹

Dearest Brenda,

your comment is  so lovely and heartwarming ,I am really inspired by your kind words to me and MAYBE love IS on the horizon..

..or at least my next glass of wine. (;

Which I hope to share with you one day, my friend.

I’m humbled that my words were thought provoking for you.

Your feedback is so supportive, I thank you!

💕

Yours (always),
LostGirl

You read me closely, HF.

And I have to say that I'm happy you do.

I'd say something flirtatious next but I will dig deep past my primal instincts and just say:

thank you.

(:

Yours,
LostGirl

Damn. This result is exactly why my scared little butt has always kept to myself. It's lonely, but at least no one's broken me. By my choice. Beautiful write love.

To be broken can be a beautiful. You can pick up the pieces and create something new. (;

Thanks for reading, Babydoll.

Yours,
LostGirl

Hullo

I was struck by the matter-of-factness attached to the vulnerable-ness.
narrator's voice remained steady un-wavered throughout which I thought instilled a level of power into her.

very well written and presented

*hat tip*

Now, you're just making me blush.

Thank you, darling, for all your high praise and especially the hat tip.

(;

Yours,
LostGirl

The "det(ached)" got me. Spilling your guts to the world, exposing your fear is a beautiful thing in poetry. We all crave intimacy and yet in the physical you've escaped it.
Beautiful write.

I appreciate you, Wally!

I did spill my poetic guts on the floor for this.

I’m grateful my mess turned out beautiful.

Yours,
LostGirl

you know its good when you have to come back! I came back DAMN THIS IS SOO GOOD~

I'm saying look at me. I'm glad you noticed.  (;

Yours,
Losty

Thank you

This avatar is about being completely exposed.

In more ways than one.

And I'm quite proud of it

Yours,
Losty

(;

This is raw and blunt! This resonates with many I am sure, including myself. We adopt our sexuality as our identity because that us all that is seen. Turn the table baby. As far as speed bumps (or love for that matter) go, I say FUCK IT! floor it and storm your way over it.

-Minxy❣

Thank you for the RL, you cheeky little minx, you!

I’m happy whenever a fellow bad ass female in the Deep shows me love. (:

Yours,
Losty

We need to gather up a group and do a massive "Badass Bitch Collab".  Maybe with a title along the lines of "Fuck It or Be Fucked"!  

Scalding ink LG!  

-Minxy bows before you beautiful fellow bad ass❣