Thoughts of You

Been going through emotions like crazy,  
Leaving my days hazy,  
From waves, to sprinkles of feelings over moods,  
To whole time periods of moods.  

From anger, to melancholy, to love, to wonder,  
And I wonder,  
And think about you every day,  
Do you think of me?  
 
Sometimes, it feels as if you do think of me,  
Especially at night,  
As if, after a long day, longing for a night,  
Of peaceful slumber,  
When the world, and all your worries melt away, you remember,  
The night, vedelecet,  
May 4th, of 2018, when we met,  
And the things of the current day, that you did see,  
That remind you of me.  
 
Everyday, I think of you,  
Your kindness, so true,  
Your virtue,  
Your kind, galaxy, eyes, so blue,  
Your pearly, lacelike, skin, and sweet, warm, smile,  
For which, I would walk mile after mile,  
If emergency arose,  
Your adorable cheeks, colored like the rose,  
Your soul, so super,  
Since that day, you have left me in a stupor.  
 
Of meeting you, the gods, I thank,  
They say, the most beautiful sunsets are in ____,  
Wherever that may be, the sunset and the sunrise,  
Are not as beautiful, as those in your eyes,  
Which reflect through,  
And into,  
The galaxy of your soul,  
Makes me lose all control,  
Of my emotions,  
Like internal explosions,  
Leaving me weak,  
And at a loss for words to speak.  
 
When I think of you, my head does spin,  
You are my life's greatest win,  
The sweetest, greatest, most perfect thing to ever happen to me,  
The greatest presence my soul did ever have the pleasure to even just see.  
 
Though I may go through many emotions, and my A.D.D. thoughts jump around,  
The ones of you, are those with wich my mind is crowned,  
Within which, I happily drown,  
And immerse myself in, each and every day,  
That makes me pray,  
That I could one day,  
Say all the things I wish I could say.