This space

this terrestrial trance..
transformative and true.
I love this space, I really do
despite the thoughts
torturing me,
I feel free,
free to be
whoever and whatever
at any moment really
so it's quite silly
 to swim in the sorrow
not expecting to drown as
 the raging sea of sadness drags me down down down..
it is the light
lingering through the waves
which pulls me to the surface
where I can breathe once more.