Here In My Room

Here in my room  
A living tomb  
Stuck in the belly of confusion  
Life is nothing but an illusion  
The same tired eyes  
Seeing the same old lies  
 
The world smells my desperation
I’ve lost all aspirations  
Everything that has been created  
Now becomes all that is hated
This heartbeat feel like broken glass
The pain will never pass
 
I’ve felt torn  
Since I was born
My heart just a bloody mess
Wish I could feel less
In each breath  
A thought of death  
 
But here I am  
Still the innocent lamb
Though I’ve been corrupted  
This naïve soul has never been interrupted  
So I go on being hurt  
Scrambling helplessly in life’s dirt