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I Really Wanna Die
I really wanna die while i'm hella fucking high snorting line after line after fat fucking line of crushed up oxys and crystal at the same time i'll probably die soon with these drugs by my side when you're around me darkness and sadness is the only fucking vibe i'm contemplating suicide 24/7 365 that pretty much means all the fucking time these lyrics aren't meant just to fucking rhyme this is really how I feel everyday when i'm finished eating i'm hoping it'll be my last meal like I said i'm not lying this is really how I feel I don't always do drugs just for fucking fun I mainly use them just to feel numb like when you rub pure cocaina on your pinche gums so by using drugs I pray to the universe to grant me my one and only desire to just let me fucking die even if it results in being forever engulfed in an eternal hellfire
Published 24th Nov 2018
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28th Nov 2018 11:56am
I feel your pain. I was in a very similar place. Never give up on yourself <3
30th Nov 2018 7:51am
im pretty much in same place now. Although seems a little different to me as it appears to seem to you from your words. Probably not surprising.
Things will get better... maybe... so what if they do?
Things will get better... maybe... so what if they do?
12th Jan 2020 8:56am
