Submissions by gazellemon (Bradley J)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
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SELF POEM
Published
26th Nov 2019 11:43am
26th Nov 2019 11:43am
Masks
mask that I wear to cover up my darkness
last of my cares Imma cave into starless
nights starving light Imma lie with the heartless
Right out of mind I buy what I bargain for
what are these emotions, can't give back 'em, no
thorns in the roses, yeah I know how that go
lost in the concept of self
cost of a soul that I'm willing to sell
-
I'm flying away, rising above
to change it all for love
seated in silence, eyelids closed
see what I am, not what I know
-
mask that I wear to cover up...
last of my cares Imma cave into starless
nights starving light Imma lie with the heartless
Right out of mind I buy what I bargain for
what are these emotions, can't give back 'em, no
thorns in the roses, yeah I know how that go
lost in the concept of self
cost of a soul that I'm willing to sell
-
I'm flying away, rising above
to change it all for love
seated in silence, eyelids closed
see what I am, not what I know
-
mask that I wear to cover up...
#depression
#MentalHealth
82 reads
3 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
21st Nov 2019 10:22pm
21st Nov 2019 10:22pm
All That is Mine (instrumental by Mors)
#depression
#identity
#MentalHealth
#SelfReflection
#SelfDiscovery
212 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
4th Nov 2019 10:29pm
4th Nov 2019 10:29pm
Changes (instrumental by Krystaleyez)
#relationships
#breakup
#conflict #rhyming
#conflict #rhyming
192 reads
3 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
4th Nov 2019 6:18pm
4th Nov 2019 6:18pm
Third Eye Blind (instrumental by Mors)
#depression
#LifeStruggles
#heroin
#addiction
#MentalHealth
296 reads
4 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
1st Nov 2019 6:16pm
1st Nov 2019 6:16pm
Day 2
18 months of recovery and I am back on day 2
A 3-day heroin binge, what else do you expect an addict to do?
Every day sober is a miracle and I had many,
but complacency snuck in and my old ways came back out
Let go, let it out, never seemed forever loud
of the voice in my head screaming to vacuum up the powder
I cannot give up this, for to quit is to die
what's inside the abyss, lonely nights of vice and sin
There is no starting over, that illusion has been smashed
I walk a path not on my own, but only some god may know...
A 3-day heroin binge, what else do you expect an addict to do?
Every day sober is a miracle and I had many,
but complacency snuck in and my old ways came back out
Let go, let it out, never seemed forever loud
of the voice in my head screaming to vacuum up the powder
I cannot give up this, for to quit is to die
what's inside the abyss, lonely nights of vice and sin
There is no starting over, that illusion has been smashed
I walk a path not on my own, but only some god may know...
#LifeStruggles
#drugs
#heroin
#addiction
#SelfDiscovery
167 reads
4 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
26th Oct 2019 3:18am
26th Oct 2019 3:18am
Worst Ways
You say you want me to change
But I do not think I can
Think again and you take it back
Still miss the chance that you think we had
Same life, new phase
I do this while you chase
New heights in the same space
I move twice while you wait
Thought about it and thought about you
Everything I thought it all came true
Know I nodded and I acknowledge
I put us through hell in the worst ways
No more digging our graves
Pick it all up, feels great to say this
And I won't let you get in my way ...
But I do not think I can
Think again and you take it back
Still miss the chance that you think we had
Same life, new phase
I do this while you chase
New heights in the same space
I move twice while you wait
Thought about it and thought about you
Everything I thought it all came true
Know I nodded and I acknowledge
I put us through hell in the worst ways
No more digging our graves
Pick it all up, feels great to say this
And I won't let you get in my way ...
#relationships
#breakup
#conflict
106 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
14th Oct 2019 11:33pm
14th Oct 2019 11:33pm
Fallen Angel
#depression
#dark
#death #evil
#death #evil
182 reads
4 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
12th Oct 2019 3:22pm
12th Oct 2019 3:22pm
I need not know what i am
As i squint a conjured illusion,
I am lost in the temporary.
But with wide eyes there is nothing
behind the heavy mist of perception.
I am boundless raw experience
and I need not know what i am.
I am lost in the temporary.
But with wide eyes there is nothing
behind the heavy mist of perception.
I am boundless raw experience
and I need not know what i am.
#spiritual
48 reads
0 Comments
SONG LYRICS
Published
23rd Jun 2019 11:04pm
23rd Jun 2019 11:04pm
Babylon (Instrumental by Mors)
#dark
#rhyming
#rap
265 reads
6 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
17th Jun 2019 3:03pm
17th Jun 2019 3:03pm
Shipwrecked
Peril out at sea
Floating off the deep end
Serpentine beneath
Looking for a feast and
I feel this weight dragging me down
Vessel heavy and so is the crown
Cabin rattle captain may drown
I'm a captive wrapped in my lost sounds
Cardinal crossing coming out under
What is it I am looking for
Stars are plunging into the water
Cuz of this I see no shore
Night time still the waves are quaking
Can i keep it off frustration
Life line tight and eyes awakened
Breathless left this chest so vacant
...
Floating off the deep end
Serpentine beneath
Looking for a feast and
I feel this weight dragging me down
Vessel heavy and so is the crown
Cabin rattle captain may drown
I'm a captive wrapped in my lost sounds
Cardinal crossing coming out under
What is it I am looking for
Stars are plunging into the water
Cuz of this I see no shore
Night time still the waves are quaking
Can i keep it off frustration
Life line tight and eyes awakened
Breathless left this chest so vacant
...
#dark
#death
#water #graveyard
#water #graveyard
143 reads
4 Comments
SONG LYRICS
Published
15th Jun 2019 5:15pm
15th Jun 2019 5:15pm
Let it All Be (instrumental by Mors)
#courage
#identity
#inspirational
#Buddhist
#SelfDiscovery
288 reads
0 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
9th Jun 2019 4:41pm
9th Jun 2019 4:41pm
Again (Instrumental by Mors)
#love
#lust
#hurt
210 reads
4 Comments
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