Submissions by gazellemon (Bradley J)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
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DARK POEM
Published
3rd Jun 2021 1:37am
3rd Jun 2021 1:37am
seVen
#depression
#dark
#emptiness #apathy
#emptiness #apathy
53 reads
4 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
22nd Apr 2020 7:45pm
22nd Apr 2020 7:45pm
Memories (produced by Pacific)
#love
#breakup
#music
#lyrics
#memories
255 reads
1 Comment
DRUGS POEM
Published
3rd Apr 2020 2:45pm
3rd Apr 2020 2:45pm
All We Have Is Now (instrumental by Mors)
#courage
#heroin
#addiction
#LifeChangingMoment
#healing
382 reads
2 Comments
SPIRITUAL POEM
Published
27th Mar 2020 1:55pm
27th Mar 2020 1:55pm
Clearly (Instrumental by FALLEN)
Why do, Why do you, no..
I do, I do this to myself
Myself, I do this
To myself...
Forgetting this is my path and only I can walk it
Missing it oh my bad like look at who is talking
I'm in conflict, honest, feeling like a ship wreck
Here I am still scrubbing deck, yeah that makes a lot of sense
Hold me in this moment so that I may see more clearly
What is it I notice? hoping that somebody hears me
Feeling like a reject, yeah that be a cheap guess
See stress in all my weakness, yes, I need this
Give away all that I...
I do, I do this to myself
Myself, I do this
To myself...
Forgetting this is my path and only I can walk it
Missing it oh my bad like look at who is talking
I'm in conflict, honest, feeling like a ship wreck
Here I am still scrubbing deck, yeah that makes a lot of sense
Hold me in this moment so that I may see more clearly
What is it I notice? hoping that somebody hears me
Feeling like a reject, yeah that be a cheap guess
See stress in all my weakness, yes, I need this
Give away all that I...
#identity
#spiritual
#meditation #SelfDiscovery
#meditation #SelfDiscovery
239 reads
0 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
25th Mar 2020 7:54pm
25th Mar 2020 7:54pm
One Thing (Instrumental by FALLEN)
#dark
#SelfHarm
#suicide #addiction
#suicide #addiction
352 reads
3 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
24th Mar 2020 2:11pm
24th Mar 2020 2:11pm
Heart Beating Love (instrumental by Mors)
#addiction
#suffering
#SelfDiscovery
#healing
#SelfWorth
286 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
23rd Mar 2020 11:04pm
23rd Mar 2020 11:04pm
Fear (instrumental by FALLEN)
#anxiety
#suffering
#meditation
#healing
#fear
218 reads
0 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
26th Nov 2019 11:43am
26th Nov 2019 11:43am
Masks
mask that I wear to cover up my darkness
last of my cares Imma cave into starless
nights starving light Imma lie with the heartless
Right out of mind I buy what I bargain for
what are these emotions, can't give back 'em, no
thorns in the roses, yeah I know how that go
lost in the concept of self
cost of a soul that I'm willing to sell
-
I'm flying away, rising above
to change it all for love
seated in silence, eyelids closed
see what I am, not what I know
-
mask that I wear to cover up...
last of my cares Imma cave into starless
nights starving light Imma lie with the heartless
Right out of mind I buy what I bargain for
what are these emotions, can't give back 'em, no
thorns in the roses, yeah I know how that go
lost in the concept of self
cost of a soul that I'm willing to sell
-
I'm flying away, rising above
to change it all for love
seated in silence, eyelids closed
see what I am, not what I know
-
mask that I wear to cover up...
#depression
#MentalHealth
321 reads
3 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
21st Nov 2019 10:22pm
21st Nov 2019 10:22pm
All That is Mine (instrumental by Mors)
#depression
#identity
#MentalHealth
#SelfReflection
#SelfDiscovery
482 reads
3 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
4th Nov 2019 10:29pm
4th Nov 2019 10:29pm
Changes (instrumental by Krystaleyez)
#relationships
#breakup
#conflict #rhyming
#conflict #rhyming
435 reads
3 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
4th Nov 2019 6:18pm
4th Nov 2019 6:18pm
Third Eye Blind (instrumental by Mors)
#depression
#LifeStruggles
#heroin
#addiction
#MentalHealth
608 reads
4 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
1st Nov 2019 6:16pm
1st Nov 2019 6:16pm
Day 2
18 months of recovery and I am back on day 2
A 3-day heroin binge, what else do you expect an addict to do?
Every day sober is a miracle and I had many,
but complacency snuck in and my old ways came back out
Let go, let it out, never seemed forever loud
of the voice in my head screaming to vacuum up the powder
I cannot give up this, for to quit is to die
what's inside the abyss, lonely nights of vice and sin
There is no starting over, that illusion has been smashed
I walk a path not on my own, but only some god may know...
A 3-day heroin binge, what else do you expect an addict to do?
Every day sober is a miracle and I had many,
but complacency snuck in and my old ways came back out
Let go, let it out, never seemed forever loud
of the voice in my head screaming to vacuum up the powder
I cannot give up this, for to quit is to die
what's inside the abyss, lonely nights of vice and sin
There is no starting over, that illusion has been smashed
I walk a path not on my own, but only some god may know...
#LifeStruggles
#drugs
#heroin
#addiction
#SelfDiscovery
368 reads
4 Comments
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