Who knows

No one knows just how tired I am
I’m mentally, physically and emotionally fucked
no one understands me, I think that just might be me?
I wonder why people are just so rude about things

maybe I'm miss reading things I don't know my mind is scattered
I feel down I can't shake the blues lately no matter how hard I try
I can't lift my frown up but I do try and smile but it's fake as hell
I just want to sleep again no matter what's happening around me

I feel my care factor is almost zero but that's not me
I'm a little confused as to why I feel this way
my personality is nothing like this?
they say it happens to all of us after a huge break up?

but I don't like, it I want the old me back but today I know I still feel blue
even though I look at you, your smile to me is infectious
It warms my heart but today I'll have to smile like hell because
I love you and that is true but I still feel blue it's confusing

I know but that's my fucked up life I'm sorry
but I can't just shake it, I do thank you for sticking by me
another reason why I love my poet friends so much.