Bad love

Here i sit alone in my head
I hear voices spreading fear
Craziness taking a foothold
Dreading daylight it’s near

Fighting for each breath tired
Memories flood my head each day
Waiting for the next game to start
You turned our love toxic shame

I smell your perfume in my sleep
You’ve made me a sensitive fool
I’ve seen you here I’ve looked not you
You shut me down fucked me over

Lost in a wild sea of minds madness
Trying to forget before it’s to late life
Head is spinning from it all drained
Wasted 10 years what a fool stupid

Frying my brains circuitry overload
Nightmares plague my sleep fuck it
Lights fading souls hiding I’m over it
Spilling this ink draining feelings within


Authors note

If your in love keep your both eyes wide open if you see something don’t say nah it would not happen to me trust your gut it will always have your back,
When your in a deed love it is easier to get fucked over with out seeing it,
Love hard but please from one fool to another keep both eyes open.