misogyny

       
you crushed the tiny bones      
of my self confidence      
within your piss on you cunt pride      
       
& smeared what was left of me      
on the walls of a bathroom stall      
after we fucked like animals      
       
as bruises bloomed on my self esteem      
with knowledge it would be the last time      
       
used like a trash receptacle        
for your hate      
i took every last ounce of it      
       
all the semen spewed rage      
you force fed me      
 
i choked on your ego      
as you raped my insides      
of its emotion      
until i wasn't more      
then a two dollar whore in your eyes      
       
smoked like a cigarette        
& snuffed out      
just a worthless habit      
you indulge when drunk on whiskey      
       
then cast aside just as easily      
when the sober sun came      
& put out this lady of night      
       
my pain is your pleasure      
you dine on despair      
the tears i cried course through your veins      
       
you resurrected my childhood shame      
forced me to worship      
in your church of arrogance      
on my knees before your cock      
       
in your name i no longer pray      
you murdered my beauty        
& innocence      
       
she lies here in this body,      
my tomb      
       
       
       
   
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