masochist dreams

       
my moons departed      
& the sun scorched      
       
parched      
       
i sip your sarcophagus wine      
mellow & bitter      
aged to perfection;      
at your expert touch      
i experienced      
a delicacy of pain      
not known to mortals      
       
your backhand      
preached to me      
& there was a unholy revival      
the neon        
blacks & blues      
ringing pale flesh      
the exit signs out of purgatory      
       
speculum sex bores      
it's cold & sterile      
       
starved      
       
for brutal & raw      
you fucked my humanity      
until i was left mewling      
your concubine        
of depravity      
       
at your altar of Sadism        
i say my vows      
to be your eternal whore      
& your urinal for sin      
       
while you say the rosary       
on beads      
pulled from the blessed halls        
of my anus      
& we create a new way of blasphemy      
       
i come alive        
after i challenge the worst of you      
& you break my dignity      
giving me a new self worth      
       
one of a masochist        
wrought from the pain      
a new kind of kinky        
 
for your fetish dreams      
& night terrors      
       
       
       
       
inspired by Shadoe      
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poets/_shadoe_/      
& me dreaming of having a Sadist      
       
       
     
     
     
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