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Scar
Somethings are just too ridiculous to say
Like how I got sucked into a fake reality
The nerve for me to think this could have been real
It was just lie after lie till it became one big tidal wave
One that crashed down all on me
Now it’s hard to say I trust anybody
In my mind, I don’t need to justify
The who’s, what’s, and why’s
If you decide to run, I won’t be fine
But it will never be the last time
Just another scar I can’t explain
My faith grows weak when I try to stay strong
I see the eyes of people I used to love
Their imprint left me with so many questions
Like what could I have done to make things different?
Truth be told; I was going through a lot of personal problems
No one could have saved me from drowning in my own hurt
In my mind, I don’t need to justify
The who’s, what’s, and why’s
If you decide to run, I won’t be fine
But it will never be the last time
Just another scar I can’t explain
Feels like I said it a million times before
If you can’t accept me then there’s the door
Won’t fight for someone that will ultimately make me cry
Life’s too short to let things get to me
I’m not perfection, never claimed to be
Never really felt the need to be
Truth be told: I just want to hold onto everyone I care for
Like how I got sucked into a fake reality
The nerve for me to think this could have been real
It was just lie after lie till it became one big tidal wave
One that crashed down all on me
Now it’s hard to say I trust anybody
In my mind, I don’t need to justify
The who’s, what’s, and why’s
If you decide to run, I won’t be fine
But it will never be the last time
Just another scar I can’t explain
My faith grows weak when I try to stay strong
I see the eyes of people I used to love
Their imprint left me with so many questions
Like what could I have done to make things different?
Truth be told; I was going through a lot of personal problems
No one could have saved me from drowning in my own hurt
In my mind, I don’t need to justify
The who’s, what’s, and why’s
If you decide to run, I won’t be fine
But it will never be the last time
Just another scar I can’t explain
Feels like I said it a million times before
If you can’t accept me then there’s the door
Won’t fight for someone that will ultimately make me cry
Life’s too short to let things get to me
I’m not perfection, never claimed to be
Never really felt the need to be
Truth be told: I just want to hold onto everyone I care for
Published 5th Sep 2016
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5th Sep 2016 5:11pm
It feels like a rippage of the
heart's arteries, to dangle
in eyes of a million..
sigh.. .
am feeling pained from reading
this, I get it more than cared
for..
You've almost made my
levies break.. ogoodness,
so much suffocation here
though
many times felt.
A bow.
-Howlings
heart's arteries, to dangle
in eyes of a million..
sigh.. .
am feeling pained from reading
this, I get it more than cared
for..
You've almost made my
levies break.. ogoodness,
so much suffocation here
though
many times felt.
A bow.
-Howlings
6th Sep 2016 6:37am
Anonymous
5th Sep 2016 5:43pm
This made my heart clench so tightly. Truly brought tears to my eyes. I know this feeling, as well as these words all too well.
Tight ((hugs)) for your beautiful heart. 💓
Tight ((hugs)) for your beautiful heart. 💓
6th Sep 2016 6:40am
I think I will write more poems like this just to get your hugs 😁
Thanks very much Heart.
Thanks very much Heart.
5th Sep 2016 6:48pm
This was a very painful read!!!
I know all to well what you are going through... it hurts like hell...
Once trust is broken (several times) it's hard to trust again, but it is possible!
Not that I'm quite there yet, but I'm taking baby steps...
Big hug from the Netherlands!
I know all to well what you are going through... it hurts like hell...
Once trust is broken (several times) it's hard to trust again, but it is possible!
Not that I'm quite there yet, but I'm taking baby steps...
Big hug from the Netherlands!
6th Sep 2016 6:41am
6th Sep 2016 10:08am
DC my heart breaks for you tender soul you deserve to be cherished hugs my friend..
love Crim
love Crim
6th Sep 2016 5:13pm
7th Sep 2016 11:06am
I hurt for you, DC. *hugs*
There are scars that indeed we can't explain, but maybe they can be a symbol of strength, a wound that healed...? I have a lot of them, and I truly feel for you. :( *more hugs*
Lots of love,
tpd
There are scars that indeed we can't explain, but maybe they can be a symbol of strength, a wound that healed...? I have a lot of them, and I truly feel for you. :( *more hugs*
Lots of love,
tpd
8th Sep 2016 5:43am
Anonymous
13th Sep 2016 4:35am
very relateable, compelling write...conveying scars upon
hearts, felt this deep down. thank you for sharing - X - barrie
hearts, felt this deep down. thank you for sharing - X - barrie
13th Sep 2016 2:17pm
