What's wrong with me

Not enough time Not the right place My body's nothing more Than a waste of space.
Day by day We try to be okay
But its been so long Since its actually been that way .
I want to mend what I have broken But the only way For that to happen
Is to leave my mind Of which I've been trapped in.
Violent thoughts always rush in Whenever you ask me where I've been I want to tell you..
I should tell you ..
But I hate myself.
And  Maybe you hate me too