Just Sadness

 its time for goodbyes
a lonely walk of years
has ended
leaving on a jetplane
this time its me
flying through forever

why did I keep hanging
on hopes that was  dead
dry curled leaves on rotting ground
A fantasy of a dream from before

years of sorrow
suffered through smiles
forgiveness before apology
Its too late now
I couldn't even squeeze
a sorry tear

your summer is over
your autumn is running
soon it will be winter
and I won't cry a tear

I found a love
a gem
the good bits of my life
to hold precious
in my heart.


*this poem was entered in a competition in this portal. thank you for reading*