~~ Into the abyss ~~
Oblivion welcomes me
With its infinite eternity...
Ultimately lost, and
I waste away in atrophy
Wallowing in its synergy
b r o k e n
Cowering as fate laughs at me
As I enter the ever expanding abyss
Emptiness grants my last pleading wish
My worthless love touches no one
through the ashes of my
depleted heart I tediously sift
Many battles fought and lost
In a picture of imperfection
I'm tired of fighting pointlessly
With no course of direction
Who am I fighting for ??
My soul raped, defiled and left hurting
Thoughts of her still linger
She never deserved my burden
even with my love wrapped tightly
around her flaws
I could never keep her
The beast never sleeps
So I drink it in...
The eyes in this blades reflection
I can't seem to recognize
blood washes over
the lies of life's disguise
weary and weak
realizing that our future
has always been bleak
Surrounded by diluted companionship
I feel alone...
I pour out my heart as they pretend to care
Those who DO care don't understand
and Those that understand are rarely ever there
Enticing, the idea... to rid these demons
and feelings, from this filth which is my
reality, and simply slip into that
But... I decide to resist....
For the love of my child
I bury these thoughts in the ground
However, I'll never lose that piece of mind
Oblivion can always be easily found...