~See You Then~

I remember the day
I took my own life
I was so alone with all
The struggle and strife

The morning hurt
But I rolled out of bed
Ignoring the voices
Screaming in my head

It started off the same
With fake laughs and smiles
As I walked down the hall
Counting floor tiles

Then my first class
With you, my friend
The night hadn't started
But my day was almost to the end

I took a seat
Tried to ignore
When I said hello
The sour look you bore

It's amazing how
One little thing
Like a domino effect
Destruction it brings

One little sentence
Broke me apart
"I never loved you"
There goes my heart

Loud ringing bell
The end of our time
I didn't know loving you
Was such a deadly crime

So I wrote three letters
My final good-bye
A bullet in the chamber
It's my time to die

One to my family
Though I know it
They won't miss me
When I'm in the pit

One to my friends
For my sullen mistakes
You all tried to help me
But my heart still aches

One last tear-stained letter
To the boy with bright eyes
Who always said hellos
But never any goodbyes