Broken

So many times I have brought you down
That I have already lost count
And I seem to be doing it again
No matter how hard I have tried
I have crumbled time after time
And kept falling in the end

So many times I have let you down
Shadowed the shine ov our sun
And drowned you in tears and misery
That it is hard for me to see
How can you after all these years
Still be standing beside me

Sometimes it feels it would be better for us all
If I ceased to exist or was never born at all
Sometimes it feels it would be easier to fall
Than to flutter in the air, these wings so weak and torn