Polar Shift

Very relatable, I've deleted alot of potentially good work, or just never posted it myself, because I felt like I was being attacked by the community here. Not sure if Bi-Polar disorder causes me to get extremely paranoid sometimes, or perhaps it's something else, but I have had the feeling of being attacked and wrongly judged most of my life. Anyway, I'm probably rambling now, but anyways, excellent write. I didn't see it, but I'm sure the poem you deleted was also excellent.

Thank you Sir I don't feel so alone in feeling this way now.. thank you for the great comment.. peace Crim :)

I think you kick a lotta ass, Crim. I would never attack you. I would never attack another poet (or artist of any type)...it's tough enough just battling the day-to-day morons out there, the ones who would deny us the right to write, the ones who look down on us for doing what we do, the art we create...the ones who believe that what we do is a waste of time, or worse, the ones who are threatened by what we do, what we create. There are numerous dark forces at work, as we speak, to deny us the right to be creative. I have enemies to aim my hostilities & sarcasms at, & none of them frequent poetry sites. Not even the trolls...I'm talking about the enemies of artistic freedom. & they are out there. The trolls are mostly harmless. Just keep on being you, Crim. I promise I'll always have your back.

Don't feel too bad...I've snapped at my fair share of people in my life. I'm 40 years old, & I STILL do it on occasion. You'd think I'd have learned by now. Emotionally, I'm more like 20. & I know plenty of 20-somethings who have the emotional state of an 80 year old. Life is complicated, & we are all individuals.

Keep up the killer poesy, Crim :)

thank you so much Buthcher for having my back that made me smile and for telling me not to feel so bad.. I appreciate you :) peace Crim

Does the time of day effect you? I always seem to start the day all right, but night comes and so does blackness. I recognize it, but don't know how to change it...

I seem to be ok in the day while the night poses some challenges.. I know what you mean about not knowing how to change it.. thank you for understanding sorry to hear you suffer as well.. much love Crim :)

Bi polar? Wow that's crazy, it seems every other person I've met or know is Bi polar... I'm sorry to know u suffer from that
condition my friend. As for that ink? It was full of fire n no
Apologies should be given :)

Thank you Poetik I was just feeling a bit bad about so I pulled it.. thank you also for your kindness.. much love Crim :)

i think we're all a little bipolar.
I've been here, deleted poems, blocked people, run away and stopped writing for weeks because i felt hurt by someone.
A very relatable write hun xo

thank you Mia for being there and understanding i'm so grateful you're back.. much love Brenda :)

thank you Mr. A :) peace Crim

glad you explained abt deleting your last post, I was wondering. sounds like that incident is laid to rest. give us more beauty, Beauty...

yeah John I think I over reacted and felt bad about it.. it's laid to rest.. thank you for such a lovely comment :) peace Crim

I love how this is so beautifully honest. Vulnerability at it's best. A beautiful piece, Crim. Well done. :)

Peace, Indie

thank Indie you made me smile with your comment :) peace Crim

You are beautiful.

thank you Hashman you touched my heart with your comment :) much love Crim

Aghhh stop deleting poems!

I can't keep up...

Just kidding, you do what you need to do, and you have my admiration for how you bare your innermost...

I know I have to stop deleting lol.. thank you Atakti for the lovely comment :) peace Crim

You are one of the most honest writers I have ever had the pleasure of knowing....


I adore the raw energy of evereything you write...yet it is pristine in its form...


You are such a light to us all here Dear Crim!
XOXO
Fire

You always touch my heart with your comments dear Fire thank you :) much love Crim

dear dear Crim..i feel you..seriously! writing in anger or angst or frustration then deleting because you recognize it for what it is ..wow! sometimes for days in a row..hurt and striking back, then realizing the hurtful intent wasn't present..just our own insecurity..thank god there is a backspace button...:) peace my friend

~Tom

I know i'm grateful for the delete button in this case.. thank you Tom for the insight and visit.. peace Crim

I've been following your writes off line since I left. You write just exactly what your heart and soul feels and speaks. Straight to the truth and down to the deepness. Enjoyed so many of yours. :)

thank you Flowergirl for following my writes that touches my heart.. thank you also for such a lovely comment :) peace Crim

Great poem! I've also deleted lots of stuff. Some that didn't go down with people or put me (seemingly) in a bad light. Other times I haven't cared what people think.

thank you No1 for relating to this poem glad i'm not alone :) much love Crim

I really feel these words. The thing is you have to be careful. Communication is a final entity. You cannot un write anything really. Thank you for your inspiring tale.  

thank you dearest Paradox One yes you're right you can't take by words & they cut deeply.. love Crim