Fear is what you want fear is what you get

Crying and screaming
Wishing to be set free
From all the love all the hardship
No one sees
I am that girl
That girl that says what she wants
Does what she wants
And sees right through people
Wishing to rip them to shreds
How can she be so angry at 16
Well for starters
I have a wall of the broken hearts I have desired
I have a sinister cup of tea
That shines when is made
You ask yourself
Why so evil
Please you don’t know evil
There are people in this world committing murder scaring children
Why so into my life
Because I hate more than I love
Please I scream for a purpose don’t worry
I do not let peopled in
I do not share my every feeling
That makes me a monster
Someone willing to talk
Never look me in the eyes and say you fear me
Ill laugh in your face
Whisper you don’t know fear
When I am mad you would wish you really did
Tell me one thing after another
I wont listen why would I
Please come let me out
Im ready to break
Ive been cracking for years
Waiting for love,  and happiness
Only to have disrescept and a refection I cant stand
You correct me go ahead
Take one step forward
Only to take seven steps back
Break my silence and my thoughts
You will regret
Your filled with hurt
Fed up with the lies
Now all you have is a pillow full of lies
You listen to others while they speak softly
But not me in the one who screams
Screams for all the bad to be taken
Think you fear me
Well you shouldn’t
I wont hurt you
Ill break your heart to show you just how well your life is
I don’t know why people look at me and say mean things
Say I have many wrongs
Do they think I don’t know that
Do you see what I mean
Read a letter and a page and thank you know me so well
Well forgwet it you don’t know the half of it
You wanna know the truth
Well you will never
Fear me and you will be wishing you knew real fear
Im a girl
That’s happy with lives lost
Im grateful to know I have no one
And I embrace the haters of the world today
They are nothing but dirt under my converses
They are nothing compared to what I hope to be one day