Submissions by smackdownraven
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
secret garden
in my grief i saw a light
fields of daisies planted
especially for me
a safe place to rest
where i can sleep
far from the howls of demons
that hunt me in my dreams
you stand at the gates
Archangel Michael
assigned to me since birth
you smile casually
& say
"we've seen worse"
"sleep in the garden
kept just for you
no choking weeds
or mocking thoughts ...
fields of daisies planted
especially for me
a safe place to rest
where i can sleep
far from the howls of demons
that hunt me in my dreams
you stand at the gates
Archangel Michael
assigned to me since birth
you smile casually
& say
"we've seen worse"
"sleep in the garden
kept just for you
no choking weeds
or mocking thoughts ...
645 reads
11 Comments
meth tears
inside i cry
for the drug battle lost
another day
fear has me by the throat
what if you're found out?
you would lose all you love
for what?
because you couldn't
take another day down
what compels you to go on?
when you should lie sleeping
until your body is healed
you need to think of those
who most need you
your drive to write
will not fail you
in your darkest hours
you will find inspiration
let...
for the drug battle lost
another day
fear has me by the throat
what if you're found out?
you would lose all you love
for what?
because you couldn't
take another day down
what compels you to go on?
when you should lie sleeping
until your body is healed
you need to think of those
who most need you
your drive to write
will not fail you
in your darkest hours
you will find inspiration
let...
858 reads
12 Comments
Rage
i can't get it straight
supression of emotion
is what i'm master of
bone deep
my internal rage
burns out of contol
& don't you know
i feed it
drug demons bark
& i give them fresh meat
pieces of my inner beauty
self dignity
& pride
all to appease
the beast that craves
with a race to the death's gates
i can't get there fast enough
as i run with the down trodden ...
supression of emotion
is what i'm master of
bone deep
my internal rage
burns out of contol
& don't you know
i feed it
drug demons bark
& i give them fresh meat
pieces of my inner beauty
self dignity
& pride
all to appease
the beast that craves
with a race to the death's gates
i can't get there fast enough
as i run with the down trodden ...
991 reads
26 Comments
inked in pain
you think i've reached my end?
i've just started to build
in momentum & strength
broken down to nothing
I begin again
in power & verse
I lay it out
for you to consume
twisted thoughts
spring from a wasteland
raw feelings
served up cold
bitter is the water
i'm tapping into now
the well contaminated
with self...
i've just started to build
in momentum & strength
broken down to nothing
I begin again
in power & verse
I lay it out
for you to consume
twisted thoughts
spring from a wasteland
raw feelings
served up cold
bitter is the water
i'm tapping into now
the well contaminated
with self...
629 reads
16 Comments
whispers
the small quiet voice within me
went silent one day
it abandoned this lady
left in the dark
i reached with my mind
to the furthest reaches of space
& was left wanting
a forlorn child of the universe
with no one to call to
i wandered the streets alone
viciously tormented
by the voices from without
the kind that press in on...
went silent one day
it abandoned this lady
left in the dark
i reached with my mind
to the furthest reaches of space
& was left wanting
a forlorn child of the universe
with no one to call to
i wandered the streets alone
viciously tormented
by the voices from without
the kind that press in on...
702 reads
12 Comments
fear
you don't know my pain
you don't
because I never
let you touch me there
not the source of the ache
where fear meets real hurt
they secretly conspire against me
fear & hurt
plot my downfall
if not for them
I may embrace all life has to offer
instead my head is full of what if's
always waiting for the worst
I've long lived as a pessimist
it started somewhere in childhood
a knowledge if things can go bad
they usually do
sooner or later
so I...
you don't
because I never
let you touch me there
not the source of the ache
where fear meets real hurt
they secretly conspire against me
fear & hurt
plot my downfall
if not for them
I may embrace all life has to offer
instead my head is full of what if's
always waiting for the worst
I've long lived as a pessimist
it started somewhere in childhood
a knowledge if things can go bad
they usually do
sooner or later
so I...
808 reads
17 Comments
corseted for pleasure
in the violet gloaming
i saw you there
& gazed into your depths
in your eyes
supernovas are born
we kiss
& exhale stars
in repose
you trace the celestial
hidden secrets
not known to man
on my delicate curves
corseted
& laced tight
to accentuate
my tiny waist
as my bossom ...
i saw you there
& gazed into your depths
in your eyes
supernovas are born
we kiss
& exhale stars
in repose
you trace the celestial
hidden secrets
not known to man
on my delicate curves
corseted
& laced tight
to accentuate
my tiny waist
as my bossom ...
998 reads
16 Comments
daisy chains
my mind seeks
the wildflower fields
where my soul takes shelter
i float there now
in my mind's eye
i see you
the most delicate beauty
on the rolling plains
your magical presence
awoke me this morning
taking me to a lovely place
where we lie in nature's haven
here my soul is free
to take flight
riding the cloud
of your life giving poetry ...
the wildflower fields
where my soul takes shelter
i float there now
in my mind's eye
i see you
the most delicate beauty
on the rolling plains
your magical presence
awoke me this morning
taking me to a lovely place
where we lie in nature's haven
here my soul is free
to take flight
riding the cloud
of your life giving poetry ...
736 reads
24 Comments
out of the shadows
in the depths you left me
without a voice
as I lie internally screaming
with nowhere to loose it
my pain became rage
turned inward
I lashed out at myself cruelly
with words that bite & cut
"you're delusional
the doctors are right ...
without a voice
as I lie internally screaming
with nowhere to loose it
my pain became rage
turned inward
I lashed out at myself cruelly
with words that bite & cut
"you're delusional
the doctors are right ...
1004 reads
29 Comments
sunflower
sitting among the sunflowers
i quietly scribe poetry
on their petals
written in sunshine
that is emitted from the soul
delicate are the sighs
& whisperings
that spring from this source
like a gentle breeze
to tickle the senses
for them who inhale
my tender musings
while wandering
through these secret fields
i've engraved them
with love & compassion
to bring joy
on the loneliest of days...
i quietly scribe poetry
on their petals
written in sunshine
that is emitted from the soul
delicate are the sighs
& whisperings
that spring from this source
like a gentle breeze
to tickle the senses
for them who inhale
my tender musings
while wandering
through these secret fields
i've engraved them
with love & compassion
to bring joy
on the loneliest of days...
830 reads
15 Comments
poetic soul soldiers
the light
that shines within
is known
with every utterance
it's tasted
& tried
to see if it's fruit
ripened on the vine
of wisdom
for if it be true
from far & wide
the masses will come
to sample your beauty
caress every word
until it shines bright
with nuance & shade
let your lips spill honey
brought forth
from the divinity
you have wrought
from a source
of both pleasure...
that shines within
is known
with every utterance
it's tasted
& tried
to see if it's fruit
ripened on the vine
of wisdom
for if it be true
from far & wide
the masses will come
to sample your beauty
caress every word
until it shines bright
with nuance & shade
let your lips spill honey
brought forth
from the divinity
you have wrought
from a source
of both pleasure...
734 reads
23 Comments
lavender
touch me in my dark places
& bring light
where there is none
hide me away
in your secret garden
where the flowers
bloom eternal
never to fade or die
press me in the book of life
where words of wisdom
first came to being
& poetry was born
let me lie in the calm waters
after life's storms
may I find comfort
in the stillness you bring
with the quiet of meditation
that leads to zen
allow me to walk
among the lavender
so calming...
& bring light
where there is none
hide me away
in your secret garden
where the flowers
bloom eternal
never to fade or die
press me in the book of life
where words of wisdom
first came to being
& poetry was born
let me lie in the calm waters
after life's storms
may I find comfort
in the stillness you bring
with the quiet of meditation
that leads to zen
allow me to walk
among the lavender
so calming...
1363 reads
25 Comments
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