Submissions by scalesofascorpion
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Nothing lasts forever.
masquerade
nothing is ever what it seems
perception shifting reality
can I trust you with your back to me?
I refuse to look
once upon a time, I could close my eyes
and all the scary things were just inside a book
I lie awake at night with my chest so tight
I need to feel you breathing
I've been waiting my whole life
to feel those teeth sink into me
(sink into me)
I don't know that it will be alright
hold me close, show me your darkest side
(I want to see)
mesmerizing, you hypnotize me
I wish to follow where you...
perception shifting reality
can I trust you with your back to me?
I refuse to look
once upon a time, I could close my eyes
and all the scary things were just inside a book
I lie awake at night with my chest so tight
I need to feel you breathing
I've been waiting my whole life
to feel those teeth sink into me
(sink into me)
I don't know that it will be alright
hold me close, show me your darkest side
(I want to see)
mesmerizing, you hypnotize me
I wish to follow where you...
#anxiety
#depression
#healing #hurt
#healing #hurt
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mirrors
pull me in, hallucination
I see you vividly in my dreams
much more than just imagination
you give me life, you make me weep
longing, I reach for nothing tangible
sorrowed lullabies swirl around my mind
I believe I know much more than planned
you're ruined like me
you are nothing and everything
the epitome of my desire
slip through the mirror with me
the ocean is not the deepest water
there's a grave in me and I think you know
that love is not the safest harbor
I believe you know much more than planned ...
I see you vividly in my dreams
much more than just imagination
you give me life, you make me weep
longing, I reach for nothing tangible
sorrowed lullabies swirl around my mind
I believe I know much more than planned
you're ruined like me
you are nothing and everything
the epitome of my desire
slip through the mirror with me
the ocean is not the deepest water
there's a grave in me and I think you know
that love is not the safest harbor
I believe you know much more than planned ...
#depression
#dark
#mirror
#misunderstood
#vulnerability
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dawn
crisp wind bites against
rosy damp cheeks
she braids dewy grass with a frown
under the morning glow
her eyes hold a thousand lost ages,
but no drops will fall from them now
Venus' light is energizing
she takes a breath once held before
brushes the petals of a golden tulip
exhausted of resurrection battle
holding fast for the morning's come now
butterfly flutters ripple the universe
a plume of foggy breath
crystals fly from shaken out curls
a lonely drip slips from the corner of this world
rosy damp cheeks
she braids dewy grass with a frown
under the morning glow
her eyes hold a thousand lost ages,
but no drops will fall from them now
Venus' light is energizing
she takes a breath once held before
brushes the petals of a golden tulip
exhausted of resurrection battle
holding fast for the morning's come now
butterfly flutters ripple the universe
a plume of foggy breath
crystals fly from shaken out curls
a lonely drip slips from the corner of this world
#strength
#healing
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cardigan
mascara stains
on woven sleeves
clenched by anguished fingers
salty drip
from trembling lips
my broken little visitor
on woven sleeves
clenched by anguished fingers
salty drip
from trembling lips
my broken little visitor
#grief
#MentalHealth
#acceptance
#healing
#PersonalGrowth
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lies
taste me
warm against this flesh
bereft of touch
swallow all sorrow
turn to gold
so brings tomorrow
weary heart
time is borrowed
divine electricity
heavenly fingers
tucked away memory
nothing lasts forever
except for this
distraction those lips
temporary paradise
necessary vice
whisper soft
pretty lies into ears
they only hear
until the moment is gone
warm against this flesh
bereft of touch
swallow all sorrow
turn to gold
so brings tomorrow
weary heart
time is borrowed
divine electricity
heavenly fingers
tucked away memory
nothing lasts forever
except for this
distraction those lips
temporary paradise
necessary vice
whisper soft
pretty lies into ears
they only hear
until the moment is gone
#loneliness
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Bloat
would be a lie if said
"I hope you don't know this feeling."
I really wish you did
maybe then
love would be known
maybe then
love would be returned
instead
made hollow
yet
bursting all the same
maybe
this love is just angry
a grave
there is no justice
in this drowning
a waterlogged heart
spilling dull eyes
which dream of a better life
only to remember
light flickers out again
flashing memories
wolfy grin, reddened skin
photographed kiss
wild...
"I hope you don't know this feeling."
I really wish you did
maybe then
love would be known
maybe then
love would be returned
instead
made hollow
yet
bursting all the same
maybe
this love is just angry
a grave
there is no justice
in this drowning
a waterlogged heart
spilling dull eyes
which dream of a better life
only to remember
light flickers out again
flashing memories
wolfy grin, reddened skin
photographed kiss
wild...
#grief
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Papercuts
I see what you see
fourteen carats weaved in her hair
she stepped out of a desire never shared
St Tropez and glitter on her skin
she's the sun; I'm the moon
so beautiful, I think I love her too
pass the leaf and blow the truth
there was never anything I could do
I will never be her
I close my eyes and start to cry
a thousand scars, but I'm alive
you made me wish that I could die
basking in memory; I'm a phantom
a goddess lifting my own anvil
pretend to be strong; I'm such a handful
pet demons feasting...
fourteen carats weaved in her hair
she stepped out of a desire never shared
St Tropez and glitter on her skin
she's the sun; I'm the moon
so beautiful, I think I love her too
pass the leaf and blow the truth
there was never anything I could do
I will never be her
I close my eyes and start to cry
a thousand scars, but I'm alive
you made me wish that I could die
basking in memory; I'm a phantom
a goddess lifting my own anvil
pretend to be strong; I'm such a handful
pet demons feasting...
#confessional
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Prince of Darkness
I'll admit
it is true
I like to bite
fingers wrapped
around my throat
memory sleeps deep inside
eat my screams
make me choke
another damsel
quivering
in the lap
of your throne
does your jaw
clench like mine?
what a design
Lord of my mind
drip a tear on
my patient tongue
out of reach
I've heard enough
dreamlike facade
does it cover enough?
keep your mystery visage
I'm drawn to the cuts
easy words
make a beautiful line
reflect the tragedy ...
it is true
I like to bite
fingers wrapped
around my throat
memory sleeps deep inside
eat my screams
make me choke
another damsel
quivering
in the lap
of your throne
does your jaw
clench like mine?
what a design
Lord of my mind
drip a tear on
my patient tongue
out of reach
I've heard enough
dreamlike facade
does it cover enough?
keep your mystery visage
I'm drawn to the cuts
easy words
make a beautiful line
reflect the tragedy ...
#admiration
#suffering
#obsession
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Wen
I think I've found myself again
though she was never really lost
a work of art that remains unfinished
nearly bared of all the briars, vines and moss
gratitude is a new feeling
generating a gentle teardrop in my eye
decades of pain forever throbbing
taught me to sweetly sing my children lullabies
looking in the mirror is still uncomfortable
I have made peace with my ghost
we stare at one another in silence
I touch the place I once bled from my throat
confident insecurities
anchored with heightened anxiety ...
though she was never really lost
a work of art that remains unfinished
nearly bared of all the briars, vines and moss
gratitude is a new feeling
generating a gentle teardrop in my eye
decades of pain forever throbbing
taught me to sweetly sing my children lullabies
looking in the mirror is still uncomfortable
I have made peace with my ghost
we stare at one another in silence
I touch the place I once bled from my throat
confident insecurities
anchored with heightened anxiety ...
#anxiety
#strength
#courage
#TimeHeals
#gratitude
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Borderline
reflection
deception
mindfulness
misconception
I'm so split
counterfeit
all this work that I've done
looks like I'm blindfolded with a gun
misperceived
reality
is going to be
the death of me
these demons feed
on anarchy
it is haunting me
I have nowhere to run
I am out of my mind
is it real this time?
I can't catch my breath
always racing time
too many things I've left
I am never right
sink those teeth in deep
take a bite of my life
will I make it out...
deception
mindfulness
misconception
I'm so split
counterfeit
all this work that I've done
looks like I'm blindfolded with a gun
misperceived
reality
is going to be
the death of me
these demons feed
on anarchy
it is haunting me
I have nowhere to run
I am out of my mind
is it real this time?
I can't catch my breath
always racing time
too many things I've left
I am never right
sink those teeth in deep
take a bite of my life
will I make it out...
#MentalHealth
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Deku
I live my life by disguise
soothing my demons with lullabies
I'd apologize, but my mouth is dry
I need you to hate me for leaving this time
we relate in a celestial place
I can't watch the tears run down your face
I won't let you watch him fill the space
that I know you'd give anything to take
your darkness is shrouded with innocence
the monster bound and buried within
if I stay the knot will loosen and unravel
don't follow me; you will find another friend
you are a hero that I don't deserve,
the raven on my...
soothing my demons with lullabies
I'd apologize, but my mouth is dry
I need you to hate me for leaving this time
we relate in a celestial place
I can't watch the tears run down your face
I won't let you watch him fill the space
that I know you'd give anything to take
your darkness is shrouded with innocence
the monster bound and buried within
if I stay the knot will loosen and unravel
don't follow me; you will find another friend
you are a hero that I don't deserve,
the raven on my...
#relationships
#ImSorry
#shame
#honesty
#bittersweet
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The Gray
I think about the things that we used to be
drifting away through the stars; just a memory
they're never far, but I'll never feel him close to me
I revisit the ruined corridors of my mind
and weep for the love lost between the cracks
I assisted in the poisoning of our innocence
crushed beneath the weight of my own sin
pulled to the sound of my children's laughter
I cry on the floor of an abandoned nursery
the face of blame has found a place upon me
waiting until the smoldering embers had died
when I am all that remains...
drifting away through the stars; just a memory
they're never far, but I'll never feel him close to me
I revisit the ruined corridors of my mind
and weep for the love lost between the cracks
I assisted in the poisoning of our innocence
crushed beneath the weight of my own sin
pulled to the sound of my children's laughter
I cry on the floor of an abandoned nursery
the face of blame has found a place upon me
waiting until the smoldering embers had died
when I am all that remains...
#grief
#memories
#honesty
#SelfReflection
#responsibility
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