Submissions by psyde40

Stepping out of the darkness, into the light, unknown...the shadows of reality show me I am not alone. Anxiety, self-inflicted, to the pain I am addicted...to a head-change, my brain is twisted, drained and rearranged and put back together.I am a menace to society; who really knows what is going on inpsyde of me?Wanting to live my life, wanting to love others, but this sickness I bear, suffocates my space, smothering my intentions; Did I forget to mention, all that I gave away in the past; it's never over-looked. this self-created misery outlasts my memory; I checked my brain at the back...

Imagination, pouring out all hidden, deep within thoughts, filtered through disbelief and insecurities, revealed. Dawn of new revelations and chaos controlled by secret intentions. Reality is obscured, blending into psychadelic delusions. I am still desparately searching for a purpose; one that I cannot find and a neverending resistance to a future unknown; Impatient, I have become to this harsh reality...It has begun...When did it ever begin? It seems, misery has always been my only true friend...Enemy, to the bitter end; My memory is so distant; my only meaning is to resist it; rage and...