Submissions by haleyunderwood15
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I write when I feel and when I'm bored.I'm improving. Keep in mind I'm 16.
Missing you at night
Laying in bed
Your name in my head
I can't sleep
There are too many tears in my eyes
I miss your kisses
I miss watching our favorite shows
I miss dinner with you
I miss you sneaking into my room
I miss you in general
seeing your face
Theres absolutely nothing that can replace
The chills you gave me
And the way I felt
So safe and so right
I'd do anything to make you feel like you did that one night.
Your name in my head
I can't sleep
There are too many tears in my eyes
I miss your kisses
I miss watching our favorite shows
I miss dinner with you
I miss you sneaking into my room
I miss you in general
seeing your face
Theres absolutely nothing that can replace
The chills you gave me
And the way I felt
So safe and so right
I'd do anything to make you feel like you did that one night.
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Forget it, You're wonderful
Brain,
stop thinking
stop over analyzing
stop hurting
stop self destructing
You had no control
let go
take it as a lesson
you learned something
don't give in so easy
don't give up
have hope
but don't let them have you
have yourself
have your friends
have your joy
have your hobbies
don't give it all away
or they will break you
when they walk away
find someone who cares
and if they don't
who cares
you're beautiful
you're smart
you're kind
there is someone who will want your kind
and...
stop thinking
stop over analyzing
stop hurting
stop self destructing
You had no control
let go
take it as a lesson
you learned something
don't give in so easy
don't give up
have hope
but don't let them have you
have yourself
have your friends
have your joy
have your hobbies
don't give it all away
or they will break you
when they walk away
find someone who cares
and if they don't
who cares
you're beautiful
you're smart
you're kind
there is someone who will want your kind
and...
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Not Okay
The poems don't help
thinking of the words to express this feeling
only remind me of your face and our memories
And how everything went down
And why it didn't work out
even though I put every ounce of myself into you
you walked away
that's okay
you know?
but I'm not
thinking of the words to express this feeling
only remind me of your face and our memories
And how everything went down
And why it didn't work out
even though I put every ounce of myself into you
you walked away
that's okay
you know?
but I'm not
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My time to go
walking down the street
pavement on my feet
someone drives by
in a red cadillac
red blood down my back
bullet in my spine
now is my time
I'll mutter my last words
"Thank you God"
Now is his time
to decide
if i shall fall or fly
I spent my whole life falling
And getting back up
but i was never brave enough
to spread my wings and fly
I didn't even try to be free
to be different then what was expected of me
I didn't believe in anything good
but I do now
I believe in you my savior
and I know you will...
pavement on my feet
someone drives by
in a red cadillac
red blood down my back
bullet in my spine
now is my time
I'll mutter my last words
"Thank you God"
Now is his time
to decide
if i shall fall or fly
I spent my whole life falling
And getting back up
but i was never brave enough
to spread my wings and fly
I didn't even try to be free
to be different then what was expected of me
I didn't believe in anything good
but I do now
I believe in you my savior
and I know you will...
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You left me with nothing
You were the sun and the moon to me
I wanted to see you day and night
You brightened my life all of the time
You were the planet earth to me
I wanted you to hold me tight
You were the reason I was alive
You were the air I breathed
I wanted all that I needed from you
I had gotten so used to you
You were the ground at my feet
You were what made it all complete
And I was so grateful for your presence
You were music to my ears
Every word was a melody every kiss a song
And I could listen to you for so long
You...
I wanted to see you day and night
You brightened my life all of the time
You were the planet earth to me
I wanted you to hold me tight
You were the reason I was alive
You were the air I breathed
I wanted all that I needed from you
I had gotten so used to you
You were the ground at my feet
You were what made it all complete
And I was so grateful for your presence
You were music to my ears
Every word was a melody every kiss a song
And I could listen to you for so long
You...
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Maryjane the one who stayed
There's somethhing about the smoke
It rolls on my lips
over my tounge
through my lungs
and out my mouth
And suddenly things change
yet stay the same
not as much worry
not as much pain
sure it can get blurry
sure i'll act insane
but it helps
it really does
without it i'd be ashes
so I burn the ashes
and take a deep breath in
and begin to feel a little better
if only for an hour
it's one less hour of tears
Thankyou Maryjane for always being there
It rolls on my lips
over my tounge
through my lungs
and out my mouth
And suddenly things change
yet stay the same
not as much worry
not as much pain
sure it can get blurry
sure i'll act insane
but it helps
it really does
without it i'd be ashes
so I burn the ashes
and take a deep breath in
and begin to feel a little better
if only for an hour
it's one less hour of tears
Thankyou Maryjane for always being there
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The worst pain of all
Dragging your numb legs through the swamp of forget
Walking through the glass of painful memories on the other side
Spinning in this forest of strangers and beastly creatures
All intending to hurt you and isolate you
The starvation,thirst,and wicked hallucinations are far better than this suffering
I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy
Even though I have before
I take it all back now
It is an empty, lonely,deadly type of pain that drills a hole in your heart and your soul and your hope
There is a reason they call it heartbreak
It is death...
Walking through the glass of painful memories on the other side
Spinning in this forest of strangers and beastly creatures
All intending to hurt you and isolate you
The starvation,thirst,and wicked hallucinations are far better than this suffering
I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy
Even though I have before
I take it all back now
It is an empty, lonely,deadly type of pain that drills a hole in your heart and your soul and your hope
There is a reason they call it heartbreak
It is death...
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I more than miss you
How many tears can one cry?
I've never asked myself this question.
Until now
Until I cried more times than the fingers on my hands and the toes on my feet in the past couple days
And my fingers became damp from the rain falling from my eyes
Until you left and I wondered if I would drown in the tears and the pain
Where did the joy go?
It left with you and your curly hair and your grey sweatshirt
your brown forgiving eyes, and loving smile.
And what did you leave me with?
Nothing. Except my love for you, unanswered questions, your shirt that you gave me...
I've never asked myself this question.
Until now
Until I cried more times than the fingers on my hands and the toes on my feet in the past couple days
And my fingers became damp from the rain falling from my eyes
Until you left and I wondered if I would drown in the tears and the pain
Where did the joy go?
It left with you and your curly hair and your grey sweatshirt
your brown forgiving eyes, and loving smile.
And what did you leave me with?
Nothing. Except my love for you, unanswered questions, your shirt that you gave me...
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