Submissions by brownwidow (Susie13)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Allowing you to perceive the darkest parts of my mind. Erotica, love, depression, violence, death and nothing more.
DARK POEM
Published
11th Nov 2022 11:41pm
11th Nov 2022 11:41pm
Depths
Submerged in immense despair,
I sink into the unknown
The depths of the sea, embrace me
Whispers of void become transparent
Virulent eyes of sorrow, I carry
Hallow to the touch, I feel
In the coldness of my definitive decay, I weep
I sink into the unknown
The depths of the sea, embrace me
Whispers of void become transparent
Virulent eyes of sorrow, I carry
Hallow to the touch, I feel
In the coldness of my definitive decay, I weep
#depression
#dark
#despair #emptiness
#despair #emptiness
238 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
14th Oct 2022 10:16pm
14th Oct 2022 10:16pm
The Past & The Current
I look into the mirror in present time and all I see is a disfigured soul
This humanly flesh that everyone refers to as beauty does not exist to me
I try to search and listen to my inner child within but all I hear is an elusive mind
The emotional turmoil in which my soul carries has
overweighed my inner child’s cries for help
Deluded from reality in a current state, I cannot hear her,
but I remember her so well and all the love and protection
she yearned for which she never received
Instead, she was deceived person, after person
If I could...
This humanly flesh that everyone refers to as beauty does not exist to me
I try to search and listen to my inner child within but all I hear is an elusive mind
The emotional turmoil in which my soul carries has
overweighed my inner child’s cries for help
Deluded from reality in a current state, I cannot hear her,
but I remember her so well and all the love and protection
she yearned for which she never received
Instead, she was deceived person, after person
If I could...
#depression
#dark
#death #LifeStruggles
#death #LifeStruggles
261 reads
1 Comment
LOVE POEM
Published
14th Oct 2022 6:37pm
14th Oct 2022 6:37pm
Chemicals
One look into your eyes and you alter the chemicals in my brain
Your poison drips through your lips like blood as it seeps into my skin
An eternal stain
Your energy invades my soul
The stem which our love once flourished rooted so deeply
into our motherly grounds so strong is now feeble and fragile
You’ve redefined my existence
You’ve transmuted the way I view myself and life itself
One day the sun will explode, and the moon will evaporate
But the love and hate I hold for you so close to my heart will stay
...
Your poison drips through your lips like blood as it seeps into my skin
An eternal stain
Your energy invades my soul
The stem which our love once flourished rooted so deeply
into our motherly grounds so strong is now feeble and fragile
You’ve redefined my existence
You’ve transmuted the way I view myself and life itself
One day the sun will explode, and the moon will evaporate
But the love and hate I hold for you so close to my heart will stay
...
#love
#dark
#violence #abuse
#violence #abuse
310 reads
1 Comment
EROTIC POEM
Published
23rd Sep 2022 5:05am
23rd Sep 2022 5:05am
Muerte Erótica
#lust
#dark
#erotic
#BDSM
#lover
465 reads
1 Comment
DARK POEM
Published
21st Sep 2022 4:12am
21st Sep 2022 4:12am
Eternal Darkness
The white noise of the nocturnal silence eludes the neurotic tendencies
The aphotic depths conceal the secrecy of thyself which the full moon attempts to illuminate against the ocean
All while attempting to hold an appearance of normalcy,
Despite the feeling of immense torment within thickening
The leaves of the weeping willow shiver piteously as they foresee all
Dethroned from my lair of comfort
Which was held in eternal darkness
Thus, the forlorn suffering of mine is now illuminated and displayed for all to see
The aphotic depths conceal the secrecy of thyself which the full moon attempts to illuminate against the ocean
All while attempting to hold an appearance of normalcy,
Despite the feeling of immense torment within thickening
The leaves of the weeping willow shiver piteously as they foresee all
Dethroned from my lair of comfort
Which was held in eternal darkness
Thus, the forlorn suffering of mine is now illuminated and displayed for all to see
#depression
#dark
#MentalHealth
314 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
20th Sep 2022 7:04am
20th Sep 2022 7:04am
Profane Beauty
Enthralled by the pale moon light
Surrounded by a dark night sky
Tender soul, impelled
The black flame illuminates...
Captivates her sweet body anomaly in decay
Cloaked by icy winter roses
Mystified profane beauty,
Draped in a cerulean somber of obscurity
Her cold doom bewilders the hearts of many...
Mythical profane grace, she still remains
Froid and in void psychically
But ascending to the hierarchy of the stars spiritually
Surrounded by a dark night sky
Tender soul, impelled
The black flame illuminates...
Captivates her sweet body anomaly in decay
Cloaked by icy winter roses
Mystified profane beauty,
Draped in a cerulean somber of obscurity
Her cold doom bewilders the hearts of many...
Mythical profane grace, she still remains
Froid and in void psychically
But ascending to the hierarchy of the stars spiritually
#dark
#gothic
#death #spiritual
#death #spiritual
404 reads
3 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
16th Sep 2022 5:44am
16th Sep 2022 5:44am
Emotional Vacancy
A part of you still resides in my heart
While I left yours in vacancy
The definitively in your choices cannot be reversed
The anomaly in life without you is insufferable
I will succumb to become undone
The raw emotions shedding in this strange current time without you
The essence of your scent still lingers through my sheets
The essence of your voice, I can still hear
Sometimes in a dream state, I can still feel your rough hands
Cold and still violent memories are all that’s left
Impressions of my blood coagulating around my body ...
While I left yours in vacancy
The definitively in your choices cannot be reversed
The anomaly in life without you is insufferable
I will succumb to become undone
The raw emotions shedding in this strange current time without you
The essence of your scent still lingers through my sheets
The essence of your voice, I can still hear
Sometimes in a dream state, I can still feel your rough hands
Cold and still violent memories are all that’s left
Impressions of my blood coagulating around my body ...
#love
#hate
#grief
#dark
#abuse
301 reads
0 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
15th Sep 2022 00:10am
15th Sep 2022 00:10am
Darkness
The sun is replaced with utter darkness,
The gentle sound of laughter that is gazed upon as happiness is replaced with complete silence and solitude
"Darkness" thee, complete me, with cold yet comforting hands, hands that point me to a pathway... a pathway to nothingness yet contentness
Content by being nothing
Nothing
Nonexistent
The pathway to darkness invokes thee evil in me
Evoking the familiar sting of the blade piercing my weak delicate skin viciously and repeatedly to feel what it is like to be alive again,
Alive I am, alive for pain
Evoking...
The gentle sound of laughter that is gazed upon as happiness is replaced with complete silence and solitude
"Darkness" thee, complete me, with cold yet comforting hands, hands that point me to a pathway... a pathway to nothingness yet contentness
Content by being nothing
Nothing
Nonexistent
The pathway to darkness invokes thee evil in me
Evoking the familiar sting of the blade piercing my weak delicate skin viciously and repeatedly to feel what it is like to be alive again,
Alive I am, alive for pain
Evoking...
#depression
#dark
#SelfHarm #emptiness
#SelfHarm #emptiness
456 reads
3 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
14th Sep 2022 8:53am
14th Sep 2022 8:53am
Lover Forgotten
Lover Forgotten
The still night silence brings a requiem of simpler times
Into the blackness,
I will vanquish in my own personal penitence
Emotions of lamentation overflows beyond capacity
Pushes me deeper into turmoil
Deep waters of turbulence
The intolerance of self, overwhelms
I reap what I sow
The remembrance of you is all that remains,
In these realms
The cremains of what once was withers away with the earthly dust
The stem which our love once flourished rooted so deeply into our motherly grounds so strongly is now feeble and...
The still night silence brings a requiem of simpler times
Into the blackness,
I will vanquish in my own personal penitence
Emotions of lamentation overflows beyond capacity
Pushes me deeper into turmoil
Deep waters of turbulence
The intolerance of self, overwhelms
I reap what I sow
The remembrance of you is all that remains,
In these realms
The cremains of what once was withers away with the earthly dust
The stem which our love once flourished rooted so deeply into our motherly grounds so strongly is now feeble and...
#sadness
#regret
#loneliness #dark
#loneliness #dark
297 reads
2 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
14th Sep 2022 3:23am
14th Sep 2022 3:23am
Melancholic & Alcoholic
#depression
#SelfHarm
#suicide #alcohol
#suicide #alcohol
886 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
14th Sep 2022 00:11am
14th Sep 2022 00:11am
Lust, Love & Disgust
#love
#hate
#lust #rejection
#lust #rejection
336 reads
3 Comments
EROTIC POEM
Published
13th Sep 2022 6:39pm
13th Sep 2022 6:39pm
Caustic Lust
#lust
#erotic
#BDSM #lover
#BDSM #lover
404 reads
3 Comments
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