Submissions by bloodyannabel
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I've been writing for years mostly to myself, but as I've finally started escaping my shell, I've been sharing my writings in various places. I have at least 100+ poems about me, the world, and others around me.
LOVE POEM
Published
5th Mar 2015 9:31pm
5th Mar 2015 9:31pm
Agonizing love
To suffer in the agony of love
Doing whatever he wants
I am dependent
Unable to go on
Without the touch from his arms
Lied and cheated
Played me and other women
Though I forgive him and still hold on
To a faith that he will grow up
I'm lost and empty
I feel love, but hate
I don't know what I'm doing
It's like he's all I got
I'm so dependent...
So I let him yell at me
I let him blame me
Yet I let him love me
And let him take me
Here I am
A few months later
Is there a new life coming?
Something we're not...
Doing whatever he wants
I am dependent
Unable to go on
Without the touch from his arms
Lied and cheated
Played me and other women
Though I forgive him and still hold on
To a faith that he will grow up
I'm lost and empty
I feel love, but hate
I don't know what I'm doing
It's like he's all I got
I'm so dependent...
So I let him yell at me
I let him blame me
Yet I let him love me
And let him take me
Here I am
A few months later
Is there a new life coming?
Something we're not...
688 reads
2 Comments
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
13th Jan 2015 7:15pm
13th Jan 2015 7:15pm
Dark Boy
A lost spirit with nowhere to go
Entwined deep with other lost souls
Courage seems to have gone and decreased
As he sees death at it's least
Haunted in a world, so trapped
Differently placed in a bunch of mishap
Eyes glare as anger burns
Feelings be scared and peace he yearns
Scarred across his brain, so old
All the hell he sees, turns to mold
It rots away and eats at his brain
Will he ever be able to be sane?
Darkness begins to fill in this poor boy
Using him evily like a play toy
Happiness seems so far away
In which he seeks day...
Entwined deep with other lost souls
Courage seems to have gone and decreased
As he sees death at it's least
Haunted in a world, so trapped
Differently placed in a bunch of mishap
Eyes glare as anger burns
Feelings be scared and peace he yearns
Scarred across his brain, so old
All the hell he sees, turns to mold
It rots away and eats at his brain
Will he ever be able to be sane?
Darkness begins to fill in this poor boy
Using him evily like a play toy
Happiness seems so far away
In which he seeks day...
614 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
13th Nov 2014 5:49am
13th Nov 2014 5:49am
Imperfect
Lonely and cold
Trying to find myself.
Who am I?
And who can I be?
All efforts go to waste
Every time I've tried
Where every try was a fail,
And I've only learned to fall.
All these years,
Facing an agony
Of lonely sufferings,
Torturing beatings,
False accusations,
And harsh misunderstandings.
I've learned nothing,
But the coldness of the world;
So I am nothing,
But an empty soul from so much hurt.
Still I try...
Oh God I try so hard!
I take in every punch,
I bruise, and I bleed!
I suffer to find something...
Trying to find myself.
Who am I?
And who can I be?
All efforts go to waste
Every time I've tried
Where every try was a fail,
And I've only learned to fall.
All these years,
Facing an agony
Of lonely sufferings,
Torturing beatings,
False accusations,
And harsh misunderstandings.
I've learned nothing,
But the coldness of the world;
So I am nothing,
But an empty soul from so much hurt.
Still I try...
Oh God I try so hard!
I take in every punch,
I bruise, and I bleed!
I suffer to find something...
851 reads
8 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
3rd Nov 2014 00:08am
3rd Nov 2014 00:08am
Misunderstood
If I keep looking down,
They wont see my frown
They wont see the tears
I've shed all these years.
How could they understand,
When they talk their shit and pretend?
Why am I so dark?
It's from people like you who give me scars.
Why is it hard?
You'll never understand that part;
Because you are so blinded by society,
You won't open your eyes to see
There are other lost souls like me
Struggling to find divinity.
Yet you crush us down,
Making us frown,
With no hopes of a way out,
Just standing out from the crowd....
They wont see my frown
They wont see the tears
I've shed all these years.
How could they understand,
When they talk their shit and pretend?
Why am I so dark?
It's from people like you who give me scars.
Why is it hard?
You'll never understand that part;
Because you are so blinded by society,
You won't open your eyes to see
There are other lost souls like me
Struggling to find divinity.
Yet you crush us down,
Making us frown,
With no hopes of a way out,
Just standing out from the crowd....
876 reads
10 Comments
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
1st Nov 2014 1:18am
1st Nov 2014 1:18am
Campment of Hell
Bodies filling the air,
All I can do is stare.
In total disbelief,
I find I'm in grief.
Separated men and women,
No, I'll never see you again.
Showers are just lies,
Gases in the skies.
Burning dead bodies,
Slaved and nearly rotting.
Death is all I see,
They're falling to their knees.
No freedom in this hell,
Just clamped inside this shell.
Praying for the day,
An angel takes me away
All I can do is stare.
In total disbelief,
I find I'm in grief.
Separated men and women,
No, I'll never see you again.
Showers are just lies,
Gases in the skies.
Burning dead bodies,
Slaved and nearly rotting.
Death is all I see,
They're falling to their knees.
No freedom in this hell,
Just clamped inside this shell.
Praying for the day,
An angel takes me away
724 reads
5 Comments
SPIRITUAL POEM
Published
1st Nov 2014 00:59am
1st Nov 2014 00:59am
Seven Sins
Deep down in a black hole
Feeling lost with an empty soul
How I envy those of joy
Letting it engulf me of mindless cloy
Jealousy perhaps hath led me here
Where my wrath hast come to bear
Temptations and dirty mindless thoughts
Where my rage has become distraught
So I try to give up by using sloth
Where slowly I've become caring, not
Whilst I fight through my rage and sorrows
To get up and find a tomorrow
But as each day lonesomely comes
I find I'm unable to love someone
Try so hard, but only fall
Becoming lustful to them all...
Feeling lost with an empty soul
How I envy those of joy
Letting it engulf me of mindless cloy
Jealousy perhaps hath led me here
Where my wrath hast come to bear
Temptations and dirty mindless thoughts
Where my rage has become distraught
So I try to give up by using sloth
Where slowly I've become caring, not
Whilst I fight through my rage and sorrows
To get up and find a tomorrow
But as each day lonesomely comes
I find I'm unable to love someone
Try so hard, but only fall
Becoming lustful to them all...
867 reads
6 Comments
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