Submissions by bleedin-heart-gurl
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
ANGER POEM
Published
25th Feb 2015 1:01am
25th Feb 2015 1:01am
I Fought Back
You don't control me anymore
I fought back
So take that and get the hell out of my life
I hate you and I seriously can't wait till you die
I fought back and I smile as I watch you falter
You’re weak now because the power you once had now belongs to the latter
You’re nothing but the lies you preach
You're fake and your facade beliefs in god are so weak
You’re full of darkness like the abyss within a black hole
Nothing but hate and bitterness
I fought back and finally took control
I'm stronger now than I was before
The shock of it all rendered you...
I fought back
So take that and get the hell out of my life
I hate you and I seriously can't wait till you die
I fought back and I smile as I watch you falter
You’re weak now because the power you once had now belongs to the latter
You’re nothing but the lies you preach
You're fake and your facade beliefs in god are so weak
You’re full of darkness like the abyss within a black hole
Nothing but hate and bitterness
I fought back and finally took control
I'm stronger now than I was before
The shock of it all rendered you...
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LOVE POEM
Published
14th Feb 2015 00:08am
14th Feb 2015 00:08am
Insurmountable Feelings
I can’t……I know because I’ve tried
To clear your beautiful image from my mind
I want to forget because it pains me to remember
Remember who you are and what we were together
But now you’re gone leaving me in the lonely pit you once took me out of
I know it’s my fault you’re not here
I should have fought harder
But back then I wasn’t into you like I am now
It's my fault you’re the giving me the cold shoulder
You’re so distant like the earth is from the sun
All I want to do is to hold you
And feel your lips against mine
Just to hear you saying my...
To clear your beautiful image from my mind
I want to forget because it pains me to remember
Remember who you are and what we were together
But now you’re gone leaving me in the lonely pit you once took me out of
I know it’s my fault you’re not here
I should have fought harder
But back then I wasn’t into you like I am now
It's my fault you’re the giving me the cold shoulder
You’re so distant like the earth is from the sun
All I want to do is to hold you
And feel your lips against mine
Just to hear you saying my...
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DARK POEM
Published
13th Feb 2015 8:34pm
13th Feb 2015 8:34pm
Black Death
You saw it move didn't you
You saw it with your own eyes
The darkness coming closer
The darkness is coming for your life
Your heart starts racing
Your eyes began to grow wild
The imminent end it's not your friend
For your ultimate end is tonight
Thou you make a move to escape
You know your life would soon be over
Your eyes dilate, you shiver
Your body is dead and there's no chance for your soul either
It's creeps it's comming
Closer and closer
Your frozen in still silence
And watch till it's eventually over
Your life, this...
You saw it with your own eyes
The darkness coming closer
The darkness is coming for your life
Your heart starts racing
Your eyes began to grow wild
The imminent end it's not your friend
For your ultimate end is tonight
Thou you make a move to escape
You know your life would soon be over
Your eyes dilate, you shiver
Your body is dead and there's no chance for your soul either
It's creeps it's comming
Closer and closer
Your frozen in still silence
And watch till it's eventually over
Your life, this...
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DARK POEM
Published
3rd Oct 2014 8:16pm
3rd Oct 2014 8:16pm
Brings Me Down Inside
It’s like it has its time
It comes and goes both suddenly.
I have no control over it,
All I can do is fight it or cede to its solemn ways.
Fighting is hard
But giving up is easy.
At most, I find myself deep in its depths.
It becomes me and I have accepted it as a part of who I am.
In its essence:
I feel nothing
I want nothing
And nothing matters to me anymore.
I become a different person,
A person no one knew I could be.
I walk around as if a dark cloud follows me pouring rain on my fragile being.
I allow myself to be this way...
It comes and goes both suddenly.
I have no control over it,
All I can do is fight it or cede to its solemn ways.
Fighting is hard
But giving up is easy.
At most, I find myself deep in its depths.
It becomes me and I have accepted it as a part of who I am.
In its essence:
I feel nothing
I want nothing
And nothing matters to me anymore.
I become a different person,
A person no one knew I could be.
I walk around as if a dark cloud follows me pouring rain on my fragile being.
I allow myself to be this way...
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DARK POEM
Published
31st Jan 2014 8:21pm
31st Jan 2014 8:21pm
Bloody Palm
As my spirit goes down
My gaze hits the ground
A feeling of numbness takes over
Drops of salty water flow down my cheeks
And my body trembles in horror
I think of nothing else but the pain
I think of nothing but the metallic blade
With uncertainty I'll lift it in my hand
As I stretch it towards the other
Swollen eyes and trembling lips
I fell the sharp pain and I stutter
It stinks,
As my skin tears at the seams
I close my eyes and bite my lip
And think of how the sight of me now, should not be seen
I look to my palm
As the...
My gaze hits the ground
A feeling of numbness takes over
Drops of salty water flow down my cheeks
And my body trembles in horror
I think of nothing else but the pain
I think of nothing but the metallic blade
With uncertainty I'll lift it in my hand
As I stretch it towards the other
Swollen eyes and trembling lips
I fell the sharp pain and I stutter
It stinks,
As my skin tears at the seams
I close my eyes and bite my lip
And think of how the sight of me now, should not be seen
I look to my palm
As the...
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DARK POEM
Published
25th Jan 2014 3:07pm
25th Jan 2014 3:07pm
Tear Stain Face
Everyone has a tear stain face,
Tears they solemnly hide from the world.
Moments where you crumble in solitude and despair,
And embrace the feeling of bereft and forlorn
Everyone hides their tear stain face
No one wants to be vulnerable before others
Pride is what suppress our true emotions
As means to make ourself seem strong
Everyone despises their tear stain face
The pain that brought forth the watery eyes is too great
It's heart wenching and at times insurmountable
If it could, tears would be a foreign concept to our minds
...
Tears they solemnly hide from the world.
Moments where you crumble in solitude and despair,
And embrace the feeling of bereft and forlorn
Everyone hides their tear stain face
No one wants to be vulnerable before others
Pride is what suppress our true emotions
As means to make ourself seem strong
Everyone despises their tear stain face
The pain that brought forth the watery eyes is too great
It's heart wenching and at times insurmountable
If it could, tears would be a foreign concept to our minds
...
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LOVE POEM
Published
25th Jan 2014 2:43pm
25th Jan 2014 2:43pm
Death Of A Love
He stood before me with blood shot eyes
As he held the gun
And I held the knife
Broke my heart it did
For the one l once love is before me
He's the one who wants to take my life
"If I can't have you, no one else can," he says
Through murderous determine eyes
There's no escape I know
Tonight I'll probably die
When did it get so bad, I wonder
We had such a perfect life
He was my armour he was the light
Until he got dark,
Until he became the night
Possession and obsession became his desire
So I made a choice and took...
As he held the gun
And I held the knife
Broke my heart it did
For the one l once love is before me
He's the one who wants to take my life
"If I can't have you, no one else can," he says
Through murderous determine eyes
There's no escape I know
Tonight I'll probably die
When did it get so bad, I wonder
We had such a perfect life
He was my armour he was the light
Until he got dark,
Until he became the night
Possession and obsession became his desire
So I made a choice and took...
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DARK POEM
Published
24th Jan 2014 8:39pm
24th Jan 2014 8:39pm
The Two Faces Of The Witch (Part 2)
She works
She cleans
She'll tell you lift a finger not for she wants to do it
It's what she does,
It's her obsession
Then she'll blame you for it
And curse it to your face.
'Your wicked and unappreciative' for making her work so hard
She'll say,
And you can only stand and stare at her through nothing but perplex eyes
The day she leaves your in bliss but until she returns once more your again in sorrow
It's her way or the high way
And you better comply
You try to hold back your defiant words just to keep the peace
But then her...
She cleans
She'll tell you lift a finger not for she wants to do it
It's what she does,
It's her obsession
Then she'll blame you for it
And curse it to your face.
'Your wicked and unappreciative' for making her work so hard
She'll say,
And you can only stand and stare at her through nothing but perplex eyes
The day she leaves your in bliss but until she returns once more your again in sorrow
It's her way or the high way
And you better comply
You try to hold back your defiant words just to keep the peace
But then her...
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DARK POEM
Published
24th Jan 2014 8:16pm
24th Jan 2014 8:16pm
Not Compatible
Their voices are so loud
It's hard to shut them out
They argue and complain
They criticise each other names
I hate it when they fight
It makes me feel hurt inside
But there's nothing I can do
But to listen as their arguments falls through
I can never understand
Their hypocritical actions
They can be the best of friends today
By tomorrow it's a verbal war of the predator and the prey
I'm too scared to make a move
As they continue to show what they both can prove
I can only run and hide in my room
And if I cry it wouldn't be too...
It's hard to shut them out
They argue and complain
They criticise each other names
I hate it when they fight
It makes me feel hurt inside
But there's nothing I can do
But to listen as their arguments falls through
I can never understand
Their hypocritical actions
They can be the best of friends today
By tomorrow it's a verbal war of the predator and the prey
I'm too scared to make a move
As they continue to show what they both can prove
I can only run and hide in my room
And if I cry it wouldn't be too...
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DARK POEM
Published
18th Jan 2014 2:38am
18th Jan 2014 2:38am
The Two Faces Of The Witch (Part 1)
One minute she's so kind
The next she's the meanest of them all
One day she'll speak so gracefully
The next day her words are like razor that cuts at your throat
She changes mood in the blink of a eye it's almost blinding
In every way she'll belittle you
In her eyes your incompetent because she believe she and only she has the know how
One minute she'll be laughing
The next she's cross and her mouth will tirade on forever
Right now she'll be as quiet as a mouse
Later that day she'll have you wishing you were one with the deaf
Your mind is on...
The next she's the meanest of them all
One day she'll speak so gracefully
The next day her words are like razor that cuts at your throat
She changes mood in the blink of a eye it's almost blinding
In every way she'll belittle you
In her eyes your incompetent because she believe she and only she has the know how
One minute she'll be laughing
The next she's cross and her mouth will tirade on forever
Right now she'll be as quiet as a mouse
Later that day she'll have you wishing you were one with the deaf
Your mind is on...
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DARK POEM
Published
17th Jan 2014 11:46pm
17th Jan 2014 11:46pm
I Can't Take It
I can't take it
I want it all to end
For everything to stop and come to a crash
Then burn, letting the smoke obscure and consume each and everything
End
It's needs to end
I want it to end
For I can't take it anymore
I wish I could
I could have the will to survive
But I'm not
I'm not strong enough to have the strength to go through this life
Death seems so much more appealing sometimes
I wish to take that road
It would be a permanent escape from it all
A totally get away
Those who want to live dies
And those who wish to die...
I want it all to end
For everything to stop and come to a crash
Then burn, letting the smoke obscure and consume each and everything
End
It's needs to end
I want it to end
For I can't take it anymore
I wish I could
I could have the will to survive
But I'm not
I'm not strong enough to have the strength to go through this life
Death seems so much more appealing sometimes
I wish to take that road
It would be a permanent escape from it all
A totally get away
Those who want to live dies
And those who wish to die...
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SELF POEM
Published
2nd Feb 2012 11:29pm
2nd Feb 2012 11:29pm
Different
Why am i so different
everything around me seems the same
and I'm the only odd out
Why was i born such way
no one understands me
I'm here in a world of my own
I can't be with someone
without hurting them
and there's no way
to heal their pain
Is different good
Is it bad
that i know not
will the lost soul ever find a home
maybe yes, maybe not
The hate i have for myself
grows stronger everyday
am i to take it upon myself
to end this life
or let the world take me as it's prey
I feel trap and...
everything around me seems the same
and I'm the only odd out
Why was i born such way
no one understands me
I'm here in a world of my own
I can't be with someone
without hurting them
and there's no way
to heal their pain
Is different good
Is it bad
that i know not
will the lost soul ever find a home
maybe yes, maybe not
The hate i have for myself
grows stronger everyday
am i to take it upon myself
to end this life
or let the world take me as it's prey
I feel trap and...
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