Submissions by _shadoe_ (katyusha)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction poet? not so much... but i do a fantastic robot bunny impression
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
18th Jan 2020 12:44pm
18th Jan 2020 12:44pm
into my loneliness comes iii
iii] [//the street lamp outside my window cried tears ov blood... make hajj... tirtha... trek ... go fucking walkabout... say a hail mary... will you share my bed now?//] :
edges fold in on themselves to reveal
the unevenness ov our shar'd design; my tongue-damp origami lines
tearing at their crease
wine stain'd with regret, mayhap a minuscule amount
ov jealousy
braid'd into the long hair ov your pretty lovers-
ah, that's resentment
& far more complicated than i care to examine here
'haps some other time, when i am less sober... ...
edges fold in on themselves to reveal
the unevenness ov our shar'd design; my tongue-damp origami lines
tearing at their crease
wine stain'd with regret, mayhap a minuscule amount
ov jealousy
braid'd into the long hair ov your pretty lovers-
ah, that's resentment
& far more complicated than i care to examine here
'haps some other time, when i am less sober... ...
#confessional
192 reads
12 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
12th Jan 2020 1:38pm
12th Jan 2020 1:38pm
snuff ~ for satan's sake, motherf**ker
#lust
#heartbroken
#confessional
305 reads
5 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
10th Jan 2020 9:07am
10th Jan 2020 9:07am
he, the aether iv
#BDSM
#confessional
234 reads
8 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
8th Jan 2020 11:29am
8th Jan 2020 11:29am
duett
#gratitude
#admiration
#respect
205 reads
21 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
5th Jan 2020 9:19pm
5th Jan 2020 9:19pm
origami dragons in a mason jar
#confessional
198 reads
7 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
4th Jan 2020 8:35pm
4th Jan 2020 8:35pm
snuff ~ but... but... but.. the giraffe ate my pudding
#confessional
217 reads
8 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
2nd Jan 2020 10:57pm
2nd Jan 2020 10:57pm
into my loneliness comes ii
#confessional
285 reads
7 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
1st Jan 2020 2:19pm
1st Jan 2020 2:19pm
gratitude in shades ov cruor
#friendship
#admiration
#respect
184 reads
12 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
28th Dec 2019 6:47pm
28th Dec 2019 6:47pm
Into my loneliness comes— {i}
#confessional
222 reads
12 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
2nd Oct 2019 10:35am
2nd Oct 2019 10:35am
werbepause xviii ~ [blood consciousness iii]
iiii]
a stain spread between cotton wildflowers,
i couldn't tell where it began and I ended, just that it was as unending
as the growing pains forcing my hips apart
& for a small eternity, i stared into my own eyes, saw my
little girl bones reflected there
& sobbed.
[ii]
there is a beauty mark on the inside of my thigh,
a smudge on my psyché
a starting point from which he would erase the crime scene
between my legs
before creating another
[i]
her eye roll'd across the...
a stain spread between cotton wildflowers,
i couldn't tell where it began and I ended, just that it was as unending
as the growing pains forcing my hips apart
& for a small eternity, i stared into my own eyes, saw my
little girl bones reflected there
& sobbed.
[ii]
there is a beauty mark on the inside of my thigh,
a smudge on my psyché
a starting point from which he would erase the crime scene
between my legs
before creating another
[i]
her eye roll'd across the...
#dark
#confessional
287 reads
13 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
29th Sep 2019 7:12pm
29th Sep 2019 7:12pm
werbepause xvii ~ {blood consciousness ii}
iv]
she fades inside me,
a frail succubus
[malnourish'd,
triple digit lips
sucking an empty cock]
a shadoe ov me
consum'd by proxy_
i feel her wilt
in the unfamiliar stain
ov peony
flourishing on porcelain,
our tongues tied
[a slip knot
ov profanity & filth]
my urinal mouth, mute ...
... in my husk,
the desecrated temple
ov my cunt,
i
coyly wither with her
unable to peel myself
from shyness
[who is this
uncertain whore,
this tentative harlot,
this...
she fades inside me,
a frail succubus
[malnourish'd,
triple digit lips
sucking an empty cock]
a shadoe ov me
consum'd by proxy_
i feel her wilt
in the unfamiliar stain
ov peony
flourishing on porcelain,
our tongues tied
[a slip knot
ov profanity & filth]
my urinal mouth, mute ...
... in my husk,
the desecrated temple
ov my cunt,
i
coyly wither with her
unable to peel myself
from shyness
[who is this
uncertain whore,
this tentative harlot,
this...
#confessional
#SelfReflection
279 reads
8 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
28th Sep 2019 9:11am
28th Sep 2019 9:11am
wild rosé ~ xi
iii]
alter'd states ov familiarity tease the edges ov consciousnes,
a deviation from logic
the insubstantial becomes
{&} the raw experience is a sacrament, a suspension ov disbelief
in which i dissolve the moment, distill it to
the quarks ov its essence
[ii]
diffidence lays thick on my skin, self-aware then losing it all
to realisation;
the inevitable convergence {immaterial}
the paradoxical newness
perfectly untether'd _ as tho
{for a spell}
we are the only two breaths in the...
alter'd states ov familiarity tease the edges ov consciousnes,
a deviation from logic
the insubstantial becomes
{&} the raw experience is a sacrament, a suspension ov disbelief
in which i dissolve the moment, distill it to
the quarks ov its essence
[ii]
diffidence lays thick on my skin, self-aware then losing it all
to realisation;
the inevitable convergence {immaterial}
the paradoxical newness
perfectly untether'd _ as tho
{for a spell}
we are the only two breaths in the...
#confessional
316 reads
19 Comments
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