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POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Love to
I'd love to love to know you
But you'd love to love to just view
As I crumble beneath myself
And I'd love to love to show you
But you'd love to love to just hear
That I'm again just obscured
Days, weeks, clicking on a year
I'm bugged by what I said
Seconds, minutes, thinking coming near
Can't get rid of what I embedded
All these moments striking the clock slower
I can't distract if I'm reminded over every shoulder
Crashed in the face with the wind
And I don't like what I see
Like the sun hitting the...
But you'd love to love to just view
As I crumble beneath myself
And I'd love to love to show you
But you'd love to love to just hear
That I'm again just obscured
Days, weeks, clicking on a year
I'm bugged by what I said
Seconds, minutes, thinking coming near
Can't get rid of what I embedded
All these moments striking the clock slower
I can't distract if I'm reminded over every shoulder
Crashed in the face with the wind
And I don't like what I see
Like the sun hitting the...
#confusion
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Idk
I'm too worried about the eyes nextdoor
Too worried about the compromise
Scared of the shying walls caving in
Anxious about the ears in my head listening
I could lay all I have on the clothes draped over me
I could rest on all the confidence slowly building
But who's in control
Me or the missing piece?
Too worried about the compromise
Scared of the shying walls caving in
Anxious about the ears in my head listening
I could lay all I have on the clothes draped over me
I could rest on all the confidence slowly building
But who's in control
Me or the missing piece?
#emotions
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Halves
So say you had shut out the moon
Where would be the complication?
I won't ask for it's grey light
I'll be hiding in my basement
Keep it nine feet away
Across the floor of shores
Away from my shedding legs
Past tense I dwell in more
Killers better shoot the right side
Butchers better cut the left side
I find it and found it once
Half worse then none
Where as half is a step up
Cause I'm closer despite being close
There is a fruity smell to the air
It smells like mellowing space
Cause the atoms in...
Where would be the complication?
I won't ask for it's grey light
I'll be hiding in my basement
Keep it nine feet away
Across the floor of shores
Away from my shedding legs
Past tense I dwell in more
Killers better shoot the right side
Butchers better cut the left side
I find it and found it once
Half worse then none
Where as half is a step up
Cause I'm closer despite being close
There is a fruity smell to the air
It smells like mellowing space
Cause the atoms in...
#patience
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Two Worlds
I'm a messenger between two wars
Those days refuse to come aboard
Sending the captain into trepidation
I'm worried my words will trouble
Breaking the city underneath the rubble
Sending the sect into determination
So tell me what happened to this bridge
Connecting the two worlds I've created
A worried piece of me
Seems to see all the wrong doings
Committed along the way
I can't change anything
And it continues to scratch me
Beyond the expressions crossed over my face
Where will they end up with no...
Those days refuse to come aboard
Sending the captain into trepidation
I'm worried my words will trouble
Breaking the city underneath the rubble
Sending the sect into determination
So tell me what happened to this bridge
Connecting the two worlds I've created
A worried piece of me
Seems to see all the wrong doings
Committed along the way
I can't change anything
And it continues to scratch me
Beyond the expressions crossed over my face
Where will they end up with no...
#dreams
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Idk2
The sea tends to take a lot out of me
The sun definitely wants me to be more
The sand below wants me to see my family
And the trees want me to stay here in the present not the future
Who created this island atop the sun?
Who's speaking in my thoughts to have more fun?
Stop telling me to go outside
I have trouble listening to you and complying
There's something about this place
It takes so much energy to balance myself
But the sky says it will be worthwhile
Who do I trust?
The voice or my gut?
Let's move back to...
The sun definitely wants me to be more
The sand below wants me to see my family
And the trees want me to stay here in the present not the future
Who created this island atop the sun?
Who's speaking in my thoughts to have more fun?
Stop telling me to go outside
I have trouble listening to you and complying
There's something about this place
It takes so much energy to balance myself
But the sky says it will be worthwhile
Who do I trust?
The voice or my gut?
Let's move back to...
#emotions
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Idk
I'm feeling high but in a low state
I'm feeling my mind is a battleground at such an age
Keep me from staying friends with my invasive thoughts
Keep me from staying occupied too long
Where did all the stars go?
Are they hiding behind the moon?
They were the things I looked up to
Maybe if I move to a different position I can continue my pursuit
It seems I'm the outcast in this gloomy town
I don't like looking down but at the same time it seems to appease my frown
Is that wrong?
I spend too much time near the...
I'm feeling my mind is a battleground at such an age
Keep me from staying friends with my invasive thoughts
Keep me from staying occupied too long
Where did all the stars go?
Are they hiding behind the moon?
They were the things I looked up to
Maybe if I move to a different position I can continue my pursuit
It seems I'm the outcast in this gloomy town
I don't like looking down but at the same time it seems to appease my frown
Is that wrong?
I spend too much time near the...
#emotions
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Sunset Ring
In competition with a promised paradise
I'm a little tied to the brick weighing me down
The plates below my feet rumble out of anger
The island is breaking and reshaping all around
But is that the truth?
I can't believe anything that you say
I can't think without the rings in my ears
I can't shake it, shake it, I can't shake
Sunset Ring out of my hollow heart
"Who knew that the car would flip?"
I ask myself every single day
"Who knew it would be the time to pass?"
I question myself every second
Stick around to...
I'm a little tied to the brick weighing me down
The plates below my feet rumble out of anger
The island is breaking and reshaping all around
But is that the truth?
I can't believe anything that you say
I can't think without the rings in my ears
I can't shake it, shake it, I can't shake
Sunset Ring out of my hollow heart
"Who knew that the car would flip?"
I ask myself every single day
"Who knew it would be the time to pass?"
I question myself every second
Stick around to...
#hope
#emotions
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Rooms
These rooms crumble underneath the pressure,
These stairs stay closed, maybe for the better,
I feel like moving out,
But sometimes these rooms can show me how,
I feel like moving on,
But these stairs seem to only go up,
I'm scared of what my mind can think,
Nightmares now is what covers up my dreams,
In blankets of silence, where the quiet dominates all my feelings,
I've never felt alone, but right now I feel that no one's around 'till tomorrow,
Had someone but he faded away,
My doubts seem to have made him stay, ...
These stairs stay closed, maybe for the better,
I feel like moving out,
But sometimes these rooms can show me how,
I feel like moving on,
But these stairs seem to only go up,
I'm scared of what my mind can think,
Nightmares now is what covers up my dreams,
In blankets of silence, where the quiet dominates all my feelings,
I've never felt alone, but right now I feel that no one's around 'till tomorrow,
Had someone but he faded away,
My doubts seem to have made him stay, ...
#emotions
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I Think
If the world stopped spinning,
Who would be first on your list to check on?
Where would you be at on the list to check on?
If the world went cold,
Who would be there to warm you?
Who would you go to?
I'm sorry if I made you think,
But at least you know you can still blink
I think everything will fall,
I think everything will crawl,
To another day,
Where everything can be changed, where it might be okay,
To be ourselves,
Where the torment won't follow us,
Where the demons in our head won't stand up,
No idea...
Who would be first on your list to check on?
Where would you be at on the list to check on?
If the world went cold,
Who would be there to warm you?
Who would you go to?
I'm sorry if I made you think,
But at least you know you can still blink
I think everything will fall,
I think everything will crawl,
To another day,
Where everything can be changed, where it might be okay,
To be ourselves,
Where the torment won't follow us,
Where the demons in our head won't stand up,
No idea...
#emotions
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Not Gonna Lie
I'm not gonna lie,
It's hard to try like you me told to,
When even the morning doesn't wanna greet you,
I'm not gonna lie,
I could end it all right now,
But that wouldn't be the best way out,
I'm not fearing anything anymore,
Just hoping to do better then before,
When I wake up,
And everything seems okay,
Then I look up,
And see I'm in the same place,
With the same face,
I just tried to change,
When I look down,
And everything seems so small,
Then I look out,
And everything hits me...
It's hard to try like you me told to,
When even the morning doesn't wanna greet you,
I'm not gonna lie,
I could end it all right now,
But that wouldn't be the best way out,
I'm not fearing anything anymore,
Just hoping to do better then before,
When I wake up,
And everything seems okay,
Then I look up,
And see I'm in the same place,
With the same face,
I just tried to change,
When I look down,
And everything seems so small,
Then I look out,
And everything hits me...
#emotions
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Everything
No idea how I got here,
No idea about all the fear,
Waiting for me to ignite it,
Can't wait to take everything,
And for everything,
Waiting for me to ignite it...
Take away all my,
Worries and moments,
I still could have right now,
But I'd rather hang it up then go out,
Determined to set a place for myself,
On this earth before I run out of everything else,
I'm planning out every action I could make,
Before my eyes dry out after the mistakes I've made,
To get some place,
All these moments are hard to...
No idea about all the fear,
Waiting for me to ignite it,
Can't wait to take everything,
And for everything,
Waiting for me to ignite it...
Take away all my,
Worries and moments,
I still could have right now,
But I'd rather hang it up then go out,
Determined to set a place for myself,
On this earth before I run out of everything else,
I'm planning out every action I could make,
Before my eyes dry out after the mistakes I've made,
To get some place,
All these moments are hard to...
#emotions
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Control It
Do you mind if I,
Take some time on me?
Do you mind if I,
Take away everything?
You told me I could place my trust on you,
But if I died would that stay true?
Everything is so hard to do,
When everything hates everything about you,
So I'll try and control it,
With all these death threats,
I've been sending to myself,
And I'll try and end it,
With all these moments,
Trying to be without you,
Every week I sent it out,
My worries about all the droughts,
In my head,
Every week I took a moment,
To...
Take some time on me?
Do you mind if I,
Take away everything?
You told me I could place my trust on you,
But if I died would that stay true?
Everything is so hard to do,
When everything hates everything about you,
So I'll try and control it,
With all these death threats,
I've been sending to myself,
And I'll try and end it,
With all these moments,
Trying to be without you,
Every week I sent it out,
My worries about all the droughts,
In my head,
Every week I took a moment,
To...
#emotions
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