Control It

Do you mind if I,
Take some time on me?
Do you mind if I,
Take away everything?
You told me I could place my trust on you,
But if I died would that stay true?
Everything is so hard to do,
When everything hates everything about you,

So I'll try and control it,
With all these death threats,
I've been sending to myself,
And I'll try and end it,
With all these moments,
Trying to be without you,

Every week I sent it out,
My worries about all the droughts,
In my head,
Every week I took a moment,
To say goodnight,
So every second wouldn't be so high,
And I could finally chase everything out of my head,
Should I thank you or try and save my death?

So I'll try and control it,
With all these death threats,
I've been sending to myself,
And I'll try and end it,
With all these moments,
Trying to be without you,

All these memories,
I could burn them or let them be,
All these enemies,
I could turn them or they could let me be,

So I'll try and control it,
With all these death threats,
I've been sending to myself,
And I'll try and end it,
With all these moments,
Trying to be without you,