I'm a messenger between two wars Those days refuse to come aboard Sending the captain into trepidation I'm worried my words will trouble Breaking the city underneath the rubble Sending the sect into determination So tell me what happened to this bridge Connecting the two worlds I've created
A worried piece of me Seems to see all the wrong doings Committed along the way I can't change anything And it continues to scratch me Beyond the expressions crossed over my face
These rooms crumble underneath the pressure, These stairs stay closed, maybe for the better, I feel like moving out, But sometimes these rooms can show me how, I feel like moving on, But these stairs seem to only go up,
I'm scared of what my mind can think, Nightmares now is what covers up my dreams, In blankets of silence, where the quiet dominates all my feelings, I've never felt alone, but right now I feel that no one's around 'till tomorrow, Had someone but he faded away, My doubts seem to have made him stay, ...
If the world stopped spinning, Who would be first on your list to check on? Where would you be at on the list to check on? If the world went cold, Who would be there to warm you? Who would you go to? I'm sorry if I made you think, But at least you know you can still blink
I think everything will fall, I think everything will crawl, To another day, Where everything can be changed, where it might be okay, To be ourselves, Where the torment won't follow us, Where the demons in our head won't stand up,
I'm not gonna lie, It's hard to try like you me told to, When even the morning doesn't wanna greet you, I'm not gonna lie, I could end it all right now, But that wouldn't be the best way out, I'm not fearing anything anymore, Just hoping to do better then before,
When I wake up, And everything seems okay, Then I look up, And see I'm in the same place, With the same face, I just tried to change, When I look down, And everything seems so small, Then I look out, And everything hits me...
Do you mind if I, Take some time on me? Do you mind if I, Take away everything? You told me I could place my trust on you, But if I died would that stay true? Everything is so hard to do, When everything hates everything about you,
So I'll try and control it, With all these death threats, I've been sending to myself, And I'll try and end it, With all these moments, Trying to be without you,
Every week I sent it out, My worries about all the droughts, In my head, Every week I took a moment, To...