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I'm feeling high but in a low state
I'm feeling my mind is a battleground at such an age
Keep me from staying friends with my invasive thoughts
Keep me from staying occupied too long
 
Where did all the stars go?
Are they hiding behind the moon?
They were the things I looked up to
Maybe if I move to a different position I can continue my pursuit
 
It seems I'm the outcast in this gloomy town
I don't like looking down but at the same time it seems to appease my frown
Is that wrong?
 
I spend too much time near the end
I've come to the conclusion
If I'm old and all alone in a dark city
I'll force life to be my friend
 
I'll forget the people on my street
I'll forget the sun that made me
Even against my wishes
It's my decision to be lonely
 
Love has no room in a heart like mine
Though I don't mind playing around with the thought in my head
I'm too in love with being secluded
That I'll push away loved ones who want me to start a new
 
If I keep running the mill
Will the water keep moving?
If I destroy the dam
Will the water burst out into the gloomy town below?
 
I spend too much time near the end
I've come to the conclusion
If I'm old and all alone in a dark city
I'll force life to be my friend
 
I'll force life to be my friend  
Cause smiling feels better
Even when it's a lie
It seems to appease my mind
 
I spend too much time near the end
I've come to the conclusion
If I'm old and all alone in a dark city
I'll force life to be my friend
 
 
 
 
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