Submissions by Fxckithard (Unthoughtful spunker)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Planes Eye View
There was a darkness in my heart,
that I could never comprehend.
The dark mysteries that human kind had read.
The world around me slowly starting to change,
babies growing older and flowers withering away.
There I was up in the sky,
wondering how many people were going to die.
In my heart I felt sadness and relief,
watching screaming families tremble from defeat.
Planes crashing down,
before my eyes.
Truly wondering,
if this is how I've wanted to live my life.
I thought to myself,
every now and again 'What if-' and then my...
that I could never comprehend.
The dark mysteries that human kind had read.
The world around me slowly starting to change,
babies growing older and flowers withering away.
There I was up in the sky,
wondering how many people were going to die.
In my heart I felt sadness and relief,
watching screaming families tremble from defeat.
Planes crashing down,
before my eyes.
Truly wondering,
if this is how I've wanted to live my life.
I thought to myself,
every now and again 'What if-' and then my...
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My Undead Dolls
Gracefully flowing, like a butterfly in the sky,
taking twists and turns to fulfill it's life.
Numbing the pain while I sew your lips,
so helpful morphine is for my deadly acts that could be considered sin.
Your lips puckered up with strings all about,
let me kiss your healing scars darling so the pain will drown out.
I imagine you awaking without your tongue intact,
trying to scream or give yourself a heart attack.
You'll see me there, across the room in my study,
a book about Jack the Ripper, and reports on Yoo Young-chul, that are fascinating and...
taking twists and turns to fulfill it's life.
Numbing the pain while I sew your lips,
so helpful morphine is for my deadly acts that could be considered sin.
Your lips puckered up with strings all about,
let me kiss your healing scars darling so the pain will drown out.
I imagine you awaking without your tongue intact,
trying to scream or give yourself a heart attack.
You'll see me there, across the room in my study,
a book about Jack the Ripper, and reports on Yoo Young-chul, that are fascinating and...
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Dream Worlds
The last few seconds, going for (seconds) more,
your heavy breathes show you can't take anymore,
But I plunge forward while you're breaking.
Like a chainsaw to a tree, sawing you down, with falling leaves.
Screams of pain, leave your mouth.
Stop cutting your wrists honey, there is another way out.
I'll give you shelter, in my arms, keeping you from the dark.
Monsters under the bed, scaring you to death,
even if you're the Queen of them all.
Grab your legs, pull you down, into the ocean, allow you to drown.
Cut your throat, stop the pain,
break away...
your heavy breathes show you can't take anymore,
But I plunge forward while you're breaking.
Like a chainsaw to a tree, sawing you down, with falling leaves.
Screams of pain, leave your mouth.
Stop cutting your wrists honey, there is another way out.
I'll give you shelter, in my arms, keeping you from the dark.
Monsters under the bed, scaring you to death,
even if you're the Queen of them all.
Grab your legs, pull you down, into the ocean, allow you to drown.
Cut your throat, stop the pain,
break away...
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The Burden I Carried
Sadness hits me in the middle of the night,
Just like the cold,
Tingling up my spine.
You never understood my point of view,
Saying 'get over it' or 'it's just a phase you're going thru'
When you don't see me is when I change,
My eyes going red,
My voice starts to ache,
You won't understand,
Till you're in my shoes,
Understand this dark depression I go thru,
It's like a monster inside my head,
Screaming things like 'you're no good' or 'you should be dead'
I suppose it'd be alright, to not be alive,
But when I put the razor...
Just like the cold,
Tingling up my spine.
You never understood my point of view,
Saying 'get over it' or 'it's just a phase you're going thru'
When you don't see me is when I change,
My eyes going red,
My voice starts to ache,
You won't understand,
Till you're in my shoes,
Understand this dark depression I go thru,
It's like a monster inside my head,
Screaming things like 'you're no good' or 'you should be dead'
I suppose it'd be alright, to not be alive,
But when I put the razor...
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Atonement
Where the sun doesn't shine,
There is a shriveled up man that slowly dies.
Lonely in the world, starving for food,
Wandering the street, the streets known as home,
On the corner of sanity and desperation,
He begs for those pennies, his oasis.
Bystanders walking, giving him shallow eyes,
Self-esteem going down, hope of moving on, slowly drowns.
He always wished for the better, even during the war,
Fighting for a country, that left him alone.
Gone in battle while his family suffered,
Shot to death, there was no time for cover,
His...
There is a shriveled up man that slowly dies.
Lonely in the world, starving for food,
Wandering the street, the streets known as home,
On the corner of sanity and desperation,
He begs for those pennies, his oasis.
Bystanders walking, giving him shallow eyes,
Self-esteem going down, hope of moving on, slowly drowns.
He always wished for the better, even during the war,
Fighting for a country, that left him alone.
Gone in battle while his family suffered,
Shot to death, there was no time for cover,
His...
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Jump, Fly, Free
Awkward, out of place,
You don't give a fuck about my face,
Stop talkin bout your problems.
I ain't here to solve shit,
Do I look like your therapist?,
Piss on your face,
Boy I love that sour face.
Cry your eyes out,
Rue the stench.
I've never cared for you because,
You're just full of shit.
You've never cared for me,
Not giving me the time of day.
Why would I listen to your problems,
When I have some of my own?
More than the next guy,
That's all I'll tell you, son.
My problems go to the extreme,
Like jumping off a...
You don't give a fuck about my face,
Stop talkin bout your problems.
I ain't here to solve shit,
Do I look like your therapist?,
Piss on your face,
Boy I love that sour face.
Cry your eyes out,
Rue the stench.
I've never cared for you because,
You're just full of shit.
You've never cared for me,
Not giving me the time of day.
Why would I listen to your problems,
When I have some of my own?
More than the next guy,
That's all I'll tell you, son.
My problems go to the extreme,
Like jumping off a...
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Breaking Point
I don't hurt all alone
My heart isn't shattered, It's a chapter unknown.
It's a stone, try to break me,
You'll fail I go against matter, you can't tell?
You can drop me, and I'll skip a beat.
Don't underestimate, make a higher level to be beat.
I don't need your love or pity,
Don't love me because you felt I needed some company.
I'd rather be alone then with a fucker like you.
You destroyed my innocence,
But what am I to do?
You broke my stone into pieces.
I'll throw the bits at you till, you can no longer take it,
Shattering you,...
My heart isn't shattered, It's a chapter unknown.
It's a stone, try to break me,
You'll fail I go against matter, you can't tell?
You can drop me, and I'll skip a beat.
Don't underestimate, make a higher level to be beat.
I don't need your love or pity,
Don't love me because you felt I needed some company.
I'd rather be alone then with a fucker like you.
You destroyed my innocence,
But what am I to do?
You broke my stone into pieces.
I'll throw the bits at you till, you can no longer take it,
Shattering you,...
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Voodoo Dolls
When your beauty fades,
You’ll understand what I feel,
I push my feelings onto you,
Or run you over till you squeal,
I’ve been holding back my feelings,
While those other girls pranced along,
I’ve watched and waited,
And you only look at me wrong,
What’s wrong with me being in the shadows?,
I’m just playing voodoo by myself,
Stabbing all those girls in the chest,
So they feel the pain I felt,
You wonder why they left you,
And committed a sin the next day,
I hung them with a string,
Because to them your beauty didn’t stay,
Sure...
You’ll understand what I feel,
I push my feelings onto you,
Or run you over till you squeal,
I’ve been holding back my feelings,
While those other girls pranced along,
I’ve watched and waited,
And you only look at me wrong,
What’s wrong with me being in the shadows?,
I’m just playing voodoo by myself,
Stabbing all those girls in the chest,
So they feel the pain I felt,
You wonder why they left you,
And committed a sin the next day,
I hung them with a string,
Because to them your beauty didn’t stay,
Sure...
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Lingerie on the Floor
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Trapped in a Flower
I walk along a prairie, touching the earth
The beautiful gray grasses, my feet indulged in dirt
My pupils dilate as my eyes meet the sun,
Bright as white, I see it burning my corneas
To the trees I turn, withered with gray
Unfair it is the colors I mistake
I gaze at my hand a fair shade of dark,
When a flower catches my eye,
The first color in my life,
Bending to reach the beauty itself,
I’m caught by another color,
As my flower is grabbed by someone else,
The beauty I gaze at a woman not black,
A pale peach color I presume,
She’s...
The beautiful gray grasses, my feet indulged in dirt
My pupils dilate as my eyes meet the sun,
Bright as white, I see it burning my corneas
To the trees I turn, withered with gray
Unfair it is the colors I mistake
I gaze at my hand a fair shade of dark,
When a flower catches my eye,
The first color in my life,
Bending to reach the beauty itself,
I’m caught by another color,
As my flower is grabbed by someone else,
The beauty I gaze at a woman not black,
A pale peach color I presume,
She’s...
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Encircled Red
Put the gun to my head,
Bite the bullet before I’m stained red,
Angels scream like banshee’s,
While God wants to defeat me,
Demons tugging at my legs,
The Devil screams,
‘Off with your head!’,
Looking around I hear no sounds,
Other than the crickets playing my funeral tones,
Heavy breathing on my part,
Heart skipping, I want it to stop,
Neither wanted on Earth,
Nor in Heaven,
The depths of Hell, scream welcoming,
For my selfishness I’ll grant,
The worst kind of sin,
The terror of the world I live in.
Once more the gun to...
Bite the bullet before I’m stained red,
Angels scream like banshee’s,
While God wants to defeat me,
Demons tugging at my legs,
The Devil screams,
‘Off with your head!’,
Looking around I hear no sounds,
Other than the crickets playing my funeral tones,
Heavy breathing on my part,
Heart skipping, I want it to stop,
Neither wanted on Earth,
Nor in Heaven,
The depths of Hell, scream welcoming,
For my selfishness I’ll grant,
The worst kind of sin,
The terror of the world I live in.
Once more the gun to...
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Opening Doors
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